About Me

"No one is in control of your happiness."

Michelle, 17. I'm not who you think I'm supposed to be, I'm not as strong as you think and I'm not as happy as you think I am. I blog for satisfaction, and hopefully, I may be able to inspire/help others out there.
I tweet about everything at @ @Ahlinq. and I share my moments HERE :D

Thursday, May 27, 2010

woots, sorry for not posting . in school right now teehee . ICT lessons .
cher let us do anything we want with the internet. so yeah, here i am, posting. guai hor :D
nothing much happened luhs. bought hair accessory and big comb from this awesome
blogshop seller. she rocks ttm can :DD .

hmm, monday guaiguai went to school and walked. no mass run for me hahahhaa~
thens had our YOG outing the amazing race was fun ~ but the cher there very ugly LOL
then watched spirited away while on the bus .

fall asleep on the bus . thens reached school. went back home . didn't go for band . :D
tues, went to school . :B guai hor!
wednesday had dnt. did a new keychain . :D love it alot hehes !
continued with watching spirited away during mr koh's lit lesson .
thens went for band and skip it. :D went off @ 3.45pm like that. ^^'
thens went to somewhere for something . :D
thens went home . :D
came to school on thursday obviously. :D
wow, tomorrow no school yay ~
so haaaaaaaaaaaaaaappy . OH . maple evan out le . the dragon very cute .
the skill rocks too . :DDD

COME JOIN ME IN MAPLE DELP/ERI . :DDDD pm me @ iiEVAAN :D
okies, logging off. :D

Friday, May 21, 2010

Today was a very scary day i suppose :/ only jing will know.

so yeahs, went to school with abit of fever, then settled down. bought drinks as usual
and went back to classroom aft gathering. maths first, did corrections for mye paper.
didn't have mood to talk much nor laugh :/ . and there's this guy BESIDE me who keeps
pissing me off. -.- dog sia . childish and immature d yao si .

I was like, eh kiddo. everyone got their patience and limit one okay, stfu and gtfo here la.
then he was like, i like leh, what you want do. then he continue talking about mushrooms and volcanoes.

okay, some of you might not know what that is, but cl and jing and probably SOME other dirty
fellows like BONG JIA LE or MICKKEL might know . .____." srsly, stop it la .

after maths was lit, continued watching spirited away. although i finished watching alr hehee.. :x
thens had silent science class next cause poor poor mr wee lost his voice or something o_O
so he had to write on the board or use microsoft word to type to communicate with us .
we shared ghost stories anddd they rock ttm ttc . :D .

thens it was recess. nothing much to elaborate i guess . ate and went back up luh basically .
thens was mt, the idiot beside me continue annoying me and i got really. really. really pissed off .
so i just ignored them all the way and read my book like a nerd that doesn't care abt anything
except for a book. (the really really nerdy nerdy nerd . )

thens had eng, discussed bout poems and wrote our own poems .
thens was geo i guess . most boring lesson ever . we did our mind map thingy on chpt 33
on natural vegetation uh . so yeah, that guy beside me keep apologise to me but i didnt accept
cause i know once i forgive him, he will continue talking bout mushrooms and volcanoes -.-' .
i know him tooooooooo well i guess .__________________.

so yeah, asked beloved azila to help me with my class duty as sec1,2,3 band members had
to meet at the music room after sch, so yeah. reached. then select our song after arnd 1hr.
was dimissed at 1pm, jiale pangseh mickkel, mickkel pangseh us. T_T so sexslave and me
went to get bbt and walked arnd coldstorage as i wanted to look at the food so that i can have
a rough idea of what to buy for s9's outing . as we walked, we also had a heart to heart talk hehes..
love these moments alot cause it's the only talk where we feel super super comfortable LOL . :3

so yeah, jing decided to come and join us :3 so she walked here . she called and i asked
her where she was at luh . then she said burger king. i was like. wow? i also outside burger
king lehs . never see you one . thens suddenly i saw this blue girl walking like a sotong
then i start laughing, walked up to her and laughed in her face. then she noticed that we were
at the same place lmao . she super cute cans .

went to walk arnd cold storage again, fooling arnd hehe . then saw shimin and cherlynn they all ~
they were trying out chocos heheee . so we decided to go try some too . so we tried
and zao . :x the choco was delicious okie . ^^ bitter one was rly bitter . hahaha .

after that we went home. Prepared and went out . waited for jing cus she cutting her white hair O_O
thens @ 3.30pm she finally reached LOL . thens went up . bought tickets for The last song and
went for a round of DDR. when reached, someone was there alr luh .
so we sat on the "burger" and wait lo .

thens 2guys approached me and one of the guy say his friend want my number .
one of them look like my friend d ex bf .
they look very very scary like wan tio probs like that one lmao . :l
then i very scared . dw give, then the friend keep like, force me to give.
"give la give la"         "give la give la" .___________________.
then okay lor, give lor . at most i dun reply to any of their message if they want bash me up :/ .

thens finally our turn to ddr luh. the xmm gone so me and jing ddr . then when bonus stage,
that guy suddenly stand beside me. chua tio and missed like hell lol -.-''
was playing that chimera song uh, with x3 speed. then almost die ._.'

thens wear shoe and faster zao @@ . bought popcorns and went in the threatre .
thens that guy sms me . he just wanna be friend , so okay . good . no bashing . wahaha .
then in the end when he told me his name, really is my friend d ex . somemore is 2person d .
no wonder look so familar . :l lols ps uh, if you somewhat bloghopped from your ex d blog
to my blog or from your friend blog to my blog and read this . dun be angry . :x

after movie, went back for another round of ddr . :D luckily they not there anymore .
thens 1st stage, stepped on the metal thingy and broke my toe nail . hurt the skin inside also . :/
so i was bleeding, very very scary. @_@ didn't know what to do. luckily not alot blood luh .
abit abit only, then use hand wipe cus i dun have any tissues with me . then continued ddring .

washed hand and went to walk arnd as i wanted to buy sth . ps, cannot say one . :DD
thens went to the bazaar, bought my coconut . :3 and zao home . ^^'
thens when i enter the house, i remove my shoe mahs. thens it was damn, bloody.
jitao shock dao when saw :/ felt hopeless . so i called my mum @_@
then she came with alcohol and plaster . then i wipe the toe myself, fcking pain fker .
almost cry . then it continue bleeding none stop, so i took a cloth and ice luh.
stop the bleeding then put plaster. now the toe still quite pain but it stop bleeding alr. lucky (: .

band POC tomorrow, seniors, i love you , although idk you guys . i still love you :DD
have to go back to school tomorrow uh, sian. @_@

oh yahs, i know some S9 peepos read my blog. just admit it :x
you cant be knowing what's happening in my sec life, i didn't tell you anything,
others don;t know, i described my feelings in my blog. :3 so admit it hehee. TAG peeps TAG . :D



oh yesh, S9'2009 peoples from siling, there will be an outing during the june hols at the last week
(Date not specified yet).
Mdm Rita suggested for a picnic at East Coast Park(ECP). And obviously she'll be there :D !
It's a very good bonding session and well as a meet up session alrights.
Jing and me will be incharge of the outing .
everyone is to contribute a small amt of money like, $1-3 for tibits.
everyone have to bring at least ONE food for the picnic, like beehoon all those . :D
oh and, if you have volleyball or frisbee, BRING IT . :D
we'll be playing and cycling there MOST PROBABLY.
please confirm with me or jing if you';re coming anot. :D
we hope for everyone to come aights . :D
confirmed : me, jing, mdm rita, eshir, qianling, akasha, zhongwei
mayb coming : keith(NPCC), shafiq(NPCC), si hui(?),

Thursday, May 20, 2010


Okays, I'm just gonna simply update abit luh . :/
going out with jing tomorrow . :D . gonna watch The last song .
heard thats its quite nice . hehs . 

nowadays keep on sick . :/ stomuch pain, gastric pain. everywhere also pain luh .
fever, cough, giddy spells . headaches .
then dun feel like doing anything , getting distant towards family and friends .

so, i got curious of my own behaviour . .__." cause its like, i get frustrated for no damn reason .
so yeah, went to the doc's and the result was shocking . -.-

My symptoms are like depression . -.-' doc says im too stressed up . 
like wtf . i don't think im stress? maybe just the mye results? :/

okays guys, i'm so sorry for my ignorant behaviours towards you all .
i'm sure i disappoint some of you . :/ i'm so sorry .
okays, i have to be more cheerful now . hees .

okay, so, this morning @ arnd 10 i went to the docs, the morning was booked so yeah,
my appointment was delayed to 3.45pm . so i went home luh . sleep awhile 
and went to chaolei house there pass her the coins for our class . then went to 
library since it was still early, read some books . then went to the clinic .

was raining quite heavily luh, so i walked the long way hees . saw allyson on my way there .
omg, he's so tall now . i feel so small LOL . so reached and waited there till my turn
which was like. @ 4.20pm like that alr -.- . then went in luh . then results and blabla .
paid for the meds and went back home . :D .

oh and, i changed my link ^^" idk why i chose eclipse but i just feel like using eclipse as my
blog url o_o'' . oh well . :D

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
YOU DUN FUCKY CARE 
EVEN IF I DIE ALSO NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS RIGHT
FUCK YOU TTM TTC 
YOU NOT FIT TO BE MY PARENTS
The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, gifted ability, or skill. It will make or break a company, a church, a home.

The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace from that day. We cannot change our past, we cannot change the fact that people will act in certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing that we can do is play on the one string that we have and this string is, Attitude. I am convinced that life is ten percent what happens to me and ninety percent how I react to it. And so it is with you....We are in charge of our Attitudes.

- Charles Swindoll


Every beginning is a consequence - every beginning ends some thing. ~Paul Valery



feeling very down now . idk why . :/

Monday, May 17, 2010


400th post :D i think from now on, i'll post weekly? o.o i'm too lazy luh . xD .
So yeah, was suppose to go school today but i didn't want to . headache . :x
just came back from malaysia yesterday afternoon . :B .

so okays, last wednesday, had band after school.
at 3+ me and jiaqi told mr lim we had to go.
then we went to the foyer to slack :D
at 6+ i rushed home cause the computer repair man come ~
checked the comp and said the motherboard really got prob lol . -.-
then help us find motherboard . will tell us when found . :l

i prefer a whole new comp please . :\ motherboard the most ex one leh . D:
then might as well get new comp -.-'' . but father dw . zzz .

thursday, didnt went to school coz i got some family problems hehe. :x shh.
cannot say one . :D so . nothing much happened luh . :DDD

friday went back to school . get back my other mye papers .
i failed maths and geo . :x not bad luh hehee....
a few more marks to pass for math.
i gt 48/100 for math . and i flunk geo hehe . :x i think my geo mark is
38/100 or 32/100 . total flunk la LOL . oh well . -.- who cares , i'll just work harder for
CA2 and eoy :D ! I'm such a good person LOL .

originally wanted to go back to malaysia on friday night d cause cousin wedding.
but didn't make it. father not feeling well and so, we skipped the "buffet" part T_T
got woken up by my parents @ 5am in the morning -.- . then bathed and prepared
to go back to layang for tea ceremony :B !!

so yeahs, cause we reached @ arnd 8am -.- too early for the ceremony cus
alot ppl havent come yet LOL . so went to have our proper breakfast :B
then aunt they all all come . then chat chat .
around 9+ we went back luh, then chat at minmin d house . :D

cause all the oldies chatting, we, the younger ones have nothing to do f3.
so we went to walk all around the village LOL.
actually it was me luh, then i pulled minmin along. thens shufen, deliang they all
follow us LOL . pstt . :x

then came back at 11+ . went to granny's house . bride and groom arrived alr LOL
the family of the bride also come liao . then the tea ceremony start lo .
then take pic take pic . drink tea . get angpau . okaaaaaaay.

then was kiddo's turn o_o very simple lo, just go up say biao ge and biao sao get
2 ang pau alr LOL . okays , then after that we went back to xiaoyi's place to get our
belongings and proceeded to the du jia wu . :D uncle they all rent one .
one night 180rm only . shared by around 12ppl lol -.- .

not bad luh . 180rm nia . lol o-o . the bed more comfy then the hotel one lo
in my opinion . lols . then played majong, pokers . :D slacked around .
zilian around . :D then lunch had steamboat again . but alot ppl .
so had to wait for a few rounds then is our turn to get the food hahaaa .

then played awhile more and i went to sleep LOL.
too tired luh, got woked up by parents at 5 lehs . -.- tmd . ._."
then 20mins i woked up. cause cousins were screaming and shouting.
jumping on the bed LOL. then played with them lo . then at 4 we prepared for the
wedding dinner . first time this year i wore a dress and makeup . lols .

aiya, cant blame me la, i dun like dresses . cus i more of the "tomboy" kind ma f3.
got forced to put makeup >_>" . dun wear makeup = rude ? lmao . as stated from ma . :x
then guai guai wear lo . :/ then took tingting bf's car to the destination .
wait for everyone to come lo .

then bride and groom ~ then food . aiyahs . wedding dinner jiu dui le la .
thens see the bride and groom cut cake and pour the wine or whatever thing o-o .
the desert was awesome :D ! i think singapore dunhave d lo .

they put coconut jelly in the coconut itself. its. really really awesome. :]
thens over le, went back to our du jia wu lols . removed make up .
played around . thens i went to sleep . hehes . :x

then the next morning, ate our breakfast . thens we prepare to leave msia alr .
so we packed and cleaned the area . then went home . :DDD .

thats basically everything luh . :D okays . bai bai . :3


accidently took this while sleeping. @_@ didn't off my camera mode and LOL.

@huichan and me . :D
@jammy and me :D
me and mum . ^^
emo . :3

this is shufen . :D
more pictures @my facebook . :DD .



Tuesday, May 11, 2010

omg, 1more post to 500. ~_~ i'm too lazo to update la seriously >_>'
exam over edy HAHAHA, jealous peepos, jealous :DDD ! jkjk .
hmmm, went to jing's house to stay on sat . quite fun luh .
shan't elaborate . :DDD

goodluck for exam results . lmao .
i flunk everything luh i guess . -.- DnT also . idk lo . never study :x
aiyahs . who cares >_>'
hmmm, idk what to update luh !

p/s cant go bugis with jingyi and sexslave today ): .
sorry har. :x have fun shopping xD .

JING nowadays keep on stalk teck lo . then mai care wo , so evil . psttt .
oh ya, jing tried contacts. FOR TECK. LOL. wowwww.
THE POWER OF LOVE LOLOLOL .

I SERIOUSLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO TYPE EDY LA DEY .
just feel that someone is getting more and more and more and more bitchy pstt .
suckers :> nvmmmmm .

nowadays keep go out with boyf . :D . slack slack . love him damn loads . ^^"
see hor, i got update about you, be honoured :p .
tried very hard to learn how to fold paper heart LOLL .
(those close to me will know i suck in origami f3)
OKAY
I MANAGED TO FOLD . A . HEART . :D
^^" be honoured once again :3 . love you ttm . kk bai . :DDD !

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

okie, 2more post to 500 LOLLL. :x previous was the 497th post. :D

okays, maths paper 2 totally die can. :l so hard, for me luh. LOL.
cause i never study ><' nor revise. oops. :x abit only lahs, last min revisions ;-;
anw, tomorrow is DnT and maths paper 1. wish me luck. :D !

after exam, waited for mr wee to start remedial.
then everybody get scolding. D: cause we never be 'serious' in science.
-serious mode-
okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
so, spend around 1hr30min to do science corrections and whatever.
then crapped and slacked during class :D .
had fun with jingyi and sexslave . LOLLL . xD .

alrights . ending here . :D jy everyone that has exam tomorrow ! :D

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

hellos elephants, 4 more posts to 500. Okay luh, since jing started blogging, i'll blog with her ;3
anyways, this afternoon, this dumbdumb got lost while stalking her boyf. hehes.
okay luhs, her boyf so useless. :x keep flirt make my jing d heart break then got lost
ALONE without me hahaha :x.

alrights, i try to blog whenever i can okies, stop pestering to update everyday ;--;
So, had MT paper 1 and 2 today. totally die la. :\
the section one is must fill up chinese words. i totally die there can ;-;
thens others is still okay okay la . manageable . hehes .

today someone go dragonboat wor , he with all the dua paos . then the boat almost
capsize ! haha . :x glad he's okay la hor . :D

Hmms, yesterday had a very fun day. :D very warm and lovely. ^^
shalln't elaborate more :P . hehe .

saturday, sunday. jing stayed over . had heart to heart chatting sessions :D .
then see her blog about her boyf . hahaa . so jealous :P .
last long luh you two nerds . :x . this few week mye , so stress up . :\ sigh .

lets see, english, i totally died. hmm.. geography also.
aiya, cmi luh . :/ scare drop to na lehs . :\
aiya, idk what to post edy luh . :D tag replies ~

4 May 10, 18:05
Teddeh .: nub nub nub . dead dead dead blog ._.
you then noob luh. D: your blog more dead lo, talk so much hehe. ben kor :x

3 May 10, 11:12
Y`O`N`G`Q`I: taqqies!! UPDATE PLS!! (:
updated . xD

2 May 10, 17:30
♥. chaoleihere: SEXSLAVE!!! LOL. Update leh, I already updated mine leh, UPDATE YOURS NOW NOW NOW! STOP MAPLING AND SLEEPING AND GO UPDATE, LOLOL
UPDATE LE LA LOL!!!!

2 May 10, 14:34
reen ,: yaww , chioobuuu ! i damn love you . chio chio chioo .. (:
yo grandma, :D you then chiobu lahs . i love die you . :P chioer chioer chioer . :))

1 May 10, 20:13
Xiiao-Emo(:: Michelle , chiobuuu . I Si En (: Here to taggedd . (::
hellos, thanks for the tag yeah smexay . :D .

1 May 10, 11:23
DD: babehhhhhhh xD
yo nerd :3

1 May 10, 00:48
Shirleen :): Hi! Tag for my mama :P
haha, I not your boomxzc mehs? when become mama d. LOLS

30 Apr 10, 18:49
Levia: Yo! taqqies! help me scold tys person @ : http://lil-starstrukk-qurl.blogspot.com/
oops, sorry :x . still need help? xD

29 Apr 10, 15:19
ANNABELLE: TAG O_O
YO DONKEY, thanks for tag:D

27 Apr 10, 15:33
chun hui: hi, tagg .
hellos, thanks for tag ^^"

26 Apr 10, 17:39
Si Ennnn (:: Yo chio buu . :D . Relink mee (: Thankss :D .
relinked . :DD

25 Apr 10, 19:41
DD: UPDATE. >:[
updated . :]]

23 Apr 10, 19:06
SHANKKKT-hattt ! ♥: Hi chio bu , <: ***** LA YOUU ! X; jkjks ~ ;lala . anws , l☻ve diee youu !

hellos, you who uh. LOL :x

22 Apr 10, 19:29
Y`O`N`G`Q`I: taggies ya sista!! link me up, kay??
okays, you're up. :D

18 Apr 10, 18:54
Easter ^-^: ItalicTAGGIES ;D
heys humhum bird!


Shirleen :): Yo Mic!! Tag to make ur blog alive :D
hahas, thanks xD

18 Apr 10, 01:18
ANNABELLE: yo ass xD !
nerd :xItalic

14 Apr 10, 18:37
Sylvia.T: hi (: stay pretty gal . tag you .
hellos chiobu, thanks ;3

13 Apr 10, 19:06
' ♥ \ chaoleihere: Typo Error : though* Hope you understand, thanks and love you! ♥♥
13 Apr 10, 19:04
' ♥ \ chaoleihere: If I offended you or abit of attitude problem with me, tell me straight. Just feeling not right, I'm not being myself these few days thought. ):
' ♥ \ chaoleihere: Btw, I wanna tell you something. (:
13 Apr 10, 19:03
' ♥ \ chaoleihere: No problem for tagging you, HAHA.

np d. :DDD dun worry, things will get better . =]


all tags replied! :D