About Me

"No one is in control of your happiness."

Michelle, 17. I'm not who you think I'm supposed to be, I'm not as strong as you think and I'm not as happy as you think I am. I blog for satisfaction, and hopefully, I may be able to inspire/help others out there.
I tweet about everything at @ @Ahlinq. and I share my moments HERE :D

Sunday, June 17, 2012

Camp Crossover 2012

CAMP CROSS OVER 2012 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D 


I wasn't really excited for the camp at first but after the camp ends, I MISSED CAMP! :( I swear the camp was super fun, I've learn new stuffs and the presence of god was REALLY strong! Way more stronger than the presence in church I swear. I've met new awesome people, bond with my cg and make new friends! ^^

So on Monday, Met Bong at causeway. We actually wanted to eat mac in the morning but we both weren't hungry so we skipped mac LOL. Waited for ling shuang, celine, jiaxin and yongxin! Trained down to Harbor front with them and met val! :D Bought gong cha and walked to the train to Sentosa! Met rap on the way coincidentally so we traveled down Sentosa together! Lost our way to palawan beach but luckily we found our way there! ^^ Was separated into our house and had briefing/cheers. :D


Our house was really awkward on the first day and not much people did the cheers/zi high! :( Went to play the sentosa crossover game with my group and we had fun although we lost almost all the match but it's okay! We're definitely more bonded and god is with us! :D The first game was the newspaper one, we were supposed to like throw balls onto this guy with sticky tape over his body and the paper balls must stick there. We were competing with another team and we lost! :( 2nd game was human football LOL. we're supposed to run past the guards to the other side. 3rd game was water wrestling! One person will carry the other person and the other team will vs with our team o.o. The 4th game was a twisted version of scissors paper stone LOL. Our house and opp will stand backfacing each other and do a move or something to win them using the tom, jerry and dog moves from tom and jerry o.o... and the 5th game was the shampoo game!! ^^ we're supposed to shampoo one of our member's hair then collect the foam without getting hit by water thrown by opp. I hope I didn't miss out any games cause thats all that I can remember LOL.


Went to 7-11 to buy big gulp and shower afterwards. Me, valerie, kelly and lingshuang went all the way to the far far shower room near the other beach to shower cause the shower room in palawan beach was seriously packed and we caused our team to miss the bus :(.. the bus left us cause we were too slow or something so in the end, we had to share bus with the other 2 houses. Me, lingshuang, celine, jiaxin, yongxin, jiale and gordon got on the same bus as ya'akov (Idk how to spell!) and I sat beside this 2 cute little small boys! ^^ I swear they're really cute hehe, and they're just 12 years old!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :')

Reached jurong west and went to the children church to put our bags. Had dinner, mass dance and night service! ♥

Night service was awesome! We played with the balloon game at first then we started to pray and worship. Supper afterwards then we had night activities! So we played this really serious maze game where no one is allowed to laugh/talk etc. There were like 6x6 boxes and we're suppose to figure out the way from one end to the other and slowly get our team mates across and I think our team was the fastest! ^^

Went to washup afterwards and lights out! :D

Got woked up by people's alarm at 6am on the 2nd day! I swear those alarms are just really annoying!! :( 6am leh!!! 6AM!!!!!!!!! :'( me and lingshuang finally responded at like 7am cause we really can't continue sleeping and stand the alarms LOL. So we got up, washed up with peiyun and her friend at the first floor and went for breakfast! :D Morning devotion afterwards and we set off to loading our bags in a truck to be sent to sembawang camp site while we play running man! :D. Soooooo, we played running man first round and our petros 1 got 3rd! So we set off with another team and competed against them! ^^
We were supposed to throw dice and see how many lemons/vinegar and salt would be added into our drinks and see which team could finish the drink in the fastest time! Our team won and so we went off to our 2nd destination! :D. So, we took mrt all the way to sembawang and walk to the cc there! We were the first team to reach! ^^ Challenged and walked all the way to campsite LOL.

WE WERE THE ONLY TEAM THAT WALKED TO CAMPSITE FROM SEMBAWANG OK HAHAHA. #powerpetros1

Okay so we went to play this mould thingy and our team won again! o.o So we proceeded to the final nametag thing LOL. no joke leh, everyone got nametag hor and my team even have bells around their legs LOL! Our team won in the end I think! ^^ yeahhhhhhhhhhh. :D And everyone was really hyper that day! :D

Then we went to put our bags in our respective rooms and played the money game o.o.. and apparently, jonathon keep coming to our teams and grab people LOL. Doris said hi to him and got bought to jail! :'( So unfair luh!~ Followed by valerie and others LOL. Half the team was in jail including me, jiale, Gordon, kelly and shawn LOL! But overall our team got 4th place! :D

Went to sembawang park for activities I think! There were many many games for us and we won almost everything I think! ^^

Went for shower afterwards then dinner! ^^ Service afterwards and had our night activity. It was kinda scary at first but still okay luh. The games were a little gross and it's all about courage and endurance I guess! So there's this super gross game where we have to use our mouth to hold a spoon and like, scoop live worms up and transfer over to another container! :/ Then there's this station where you have to eat a lemon on a string and you cannot let the lemon drop onto the ground!

Then there's this station where you have to drink gross stuff and a station where you need to like, wrestle with the opponent, a station where you need to put your head into a bucket of water to finish one apple and another station where you need to do fitness activities o.o

Was dead tired after everything, went to wash up and SLEEEEEEP! :D Zihigh with lingshuang before we slept LOL xx. Super fun I swear! But we needa rest, so yeaaaaaaaaaaah~


Woke up at like 7+ on the last day! ^^ Had breakfast, paint bomb game at the park there, lunch and washup rotation, clean up, zihigh session, I take a stand session, another zihigh and touching session and finally break camp!!!!

During the 2nd and 3rd day, everyone ESPECIALLY LINGSHUANG AND ME REALLY ZI-HIGH UNTIL QUITE SCARY LOL. Like on the 2nd day, me and lingshuang keep shouting cheers and even before we slept, we kept "zihigh zihigh zihigh" for about 20mins LOL. Then before the camp ends, it was real touching I swear! :') Cried at the end of the camp while peiyun thanked me and cried when i thank her back!
I teared when talking to valerie and yongxin they all too and I really felt so touched that so many people thanked me that I got red eyes :(. Finally break camp and we went out to take photos! ♥


I LOVE CAMP CROSSOVER 2012! :D AND PETROS! :D
ending my post with a super awesome picture of petros1! ♥ Thank you for making my 3d camp such an enjoyable one! Memories from the camp will never be forgotten!! I love you each and every one of you guys!! xx


Will never forget the awesome petros cheers!! Everyday we're shufflingggggg~ dengdengdengdengdengdengdeng! ZIHIGH ZIHIGH ZIHIGH!

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Day 2 - Something you feel strongly about

Labels.
I hate people that labels others. Like on the first look, they judge and label them to a group that they actually don't belong to at all. I always get labelled into the "ahlian" group when they first saw me and didn't know me at all just because of my appearance. Hellooooo?!?! How am I even lian you tell me! It's just so... argh! And labels are what separates us into the “cliques” we have. Everyone always says, “Oh, why doesn’t she just hang out with us?” or “He’s always by himself.” Ever wonder why? Because they know how they’re labeled !!!!!!!!!!!!! They know how people see them!!! They know they aren’t the most popular or coolest person to hang out with and they don’t bother trying because they aren’t about to make a fool of themselves in front of “the popular kids”. I know everybody wants equality and, don’t deny it, you know you feel bad for the girl or boy who sits by themselves at lunch but why don’t you just ask them to hang out with you? Why? Because that boy over there is emotional. Because that girl right there is a slut. Because the girl there is obese. Because that group of people over there are geeks and losers. What if someone labeled you like that? I’d bet you wouldn’t want to try and talk to “the popular kids” because you know how they’d treat you. 

Saturday, June 16, 2012

June #2 Aesthetic nite

HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :D

On 2nd June, Went for Aesthetic night with my classmates! :D Met them at 5pm and all of us except Jiexin wore dress! Okay, super ps I swear cause this year I think I've never worn any dress? Plus, I'm not a dress person cause I'm short. Received many many stares while I was walking to bus stop, at interchange and at causeway. It's super scary I swear. ._. Luckily, all the other girls were wearing dress too! :D And I swear everyone that attended Aesthetic night that day looked SUPER pretty!! It's like they're going for prom or something!

Bought old chang kee with zakirah they all for dinner and bused down to Republic Poly! ^^ Saw the band and CO members, went to find them and the security guards which consists of Mickkel, Raphael and Irfan! 
So being the *uhem* kind hearted me, I gave one of them my fishball and nugget LOL! Went to find the performers afterwards, queued for the queue and went in! :D



I swear Aesthetic night was awesome! :D But I still think that the one I went to when I was in sec 1 is better! I blogged about it here! http://effl-ve.blogspot.sg/2010/06/hey-guys-sorry-for-not-posting-for-soo.html HAHA. So, Mr Justin and Ms thia was there, singing for the "surprise" item last time! ^^ I forgot if there's any surprise item this year.. Ohhh, there's the woodgrove Idol thing. ^^ so yeah, pretty awesome! :D It's not really a surprise though. Oh well!

Went to kfc with raphael for my real dinner after everything ended at about 10.30pm? 11pm? I forgot! I swear I was really hungry! :( Home sweet home afterwards! Really enjoyed my day that day with my girls and dinner with raph cause I was quite moody that day and they managed to change my mood! xx


Stayed at home on sunday the whole day! #foreveralone #lonely #sadface 
But I really enjoyed my time alone as well cause I needed some time to be alone and some alone-time! It's been quite long since I've been alone, like, literally ALONE at home. 
Thought about many stuffs, made many new decisions, made new goals and just spent time alone! 

Forgot what I did on Monday already! I think I stayed at home!! o.o ...

Had dinner and watched Snow white and the huntsmen on Tuesday with my darlings! ^^ Got my tragus pierced as well. :D Heart to heart talk with them over dinner and I swear it's one of the most heart to heart heart to heart talk ever! :')





Met Ling shuang on Wednesday to buy cloth at checkpoint! Went to find Bong afterwards but we got impatience and went off to cityhall first! Bought the same train as Andrew!!!~ ^^
Bought gong cha and while walking to esplanade, bong came up to us! Was surprised cause it's like we're being stalked LOL. Went to find the don't know what esplanade hall thingy afterwards but we couldn't find. So, we went to buy donuts to nom on instead HAHAHA. Looks pretty ho?!?!?! ^^

Help out with the flag and bandanas for awhile then went all the way to cityhall there to buy drinks + scissors and we played with the escalators while finding the "supermarket" that peiyun was talking about! All the stuffs there are super ex I swear o.o We went to paper market and saw this paper scissors that costs like, $9? So, we decided to buy from the supermarket instead but we don't know which supermarket was the supermarket peiyun was talking about!!!! So, we walked and played with the escalator for at least 30mins and I swear that the people dining there recognize who we are and will be thinking like,
"Eh, siao ah. You walk same place, play escalator for 30mins not tired one ah. Go see doc la"

Super embarrassing to keep walking past the same people I swear!!! AND WE REALIZE THAT WE'VE BEEN WALKING PAST THE CORRECT SUPER MARKET FOR MORE THAN 5 TIMES!!! And we're searching for a supermarket that does not exist LOL, and the most "........." part is that the scissors cost $2.50 only and It's those metal bigbig scissors use to cut cloths LOL. #facepalm

Bought gong cha again and went back to esplanade! Stole jiale and gordon's fries cause they were slacking at burger king! Continued helping with the house flag and bandanas afterwards and went home at like, 7.30pm with lingshuang, peiyun and I totally had a great time talking to ling shuang while travelling back to woodlands from city hall! ^^

Woke up at like 6am on Friday cause my throat hurts ALOT. Like, I was sleeping soundly then suddenly I woke up and start coughing the the throat like numb there like there. Super pain I swear..... :( twitter war with Bong and went back to sleep afterwards. Met bong at about 11am for breakfast, alter his school pants and to continue with the bandanas on thursday because we weren't done yet! Met rap afterwards for awhile then went home cause he got cgm while I don't have HAHA! Watched piranhas 3DD alone! #foreveraloneagain and It's super gross I swear :( Like... bloody! :/ But it's still a nice movie. :D

Went for the parents meeting session in the morning and service in the afternoon! :D Dinner afterwards with my cg at bedok I think? And I was craving for fruits...... So I bought this thing called "Big watermelon" from this fruit store and I swear the fruits are to be shared in a family lor, but I ate like 90% of it LOL.


It's actually way deeper than you thing! The bowl depth is like those asian girls wash face de thing LOL.
Super full afterwards! :'( Bused back to woodlands with rap afterwards and went home.

Stayed at home on sunday again to catch up on my sleep before camp!!! :D

So, I've been lacking motivations to blog lately and I've decided to do another 30days challenge!! :D
Here goes!



Day 1 - Five ways to win your heart

Actually I already did this challenge in my previous 30days challenge and I've blogged about it here (http://effl-ve.blogspot.sg/2012/02/updates-030212-x3-and-10-ways-to-win-my.html) along with my birthday post! There are like, ten ways stated already. So, since this is like a new challenge, I guess I can't post the same stuffs, right? Okay so.

#1 ... Remember the little things - It actually shows that you're paying attention! ^^
#2 ... COOK FOR ME LOL - I love food. :D I'll love you more if you can make effort to find out what food I like cause it changes EVERYTIME and make the effort to learn to cook it for me! :DD

#3  CONNECTION! :D - IT'S A HUGE PLUS POINTS IF YOU ENJOY THE SAME TYPE OF MUSIC WITH ME LOL. I LOVE TRANCE, ELECTRO, DUBSTEP/ CLUBBING MUSIC. :D ANYTHING THAT MAKES YOU ZIHIGH! ^^ and occasionally, emo music LOL. Aiya, just love music! :D As long as we are similar?!?!?!!!! o.o idk.

#4 ............. Must know how to differentiate between my seriousness and sarcasm - because I hate it when people misunderstand my sarcasm and seriousness. I hate it when people misunderstands me.

#5 Not a "too socialite" person - I'm insecure and as long as the guy have many girl-friends around him, he'll never be able to catch my heart? okay maybe you will but i'll never go for it!

Okay that's the end of day 1 challenge and it's kind of awkward cause I really don't know how to win my own heart?! o.o and this question is just weird anyways. argh.

And the next post shall be about camp crossover 2012!! Stay tunedddddddddd ^^ ~
CIAOS!




Saturday, June 2, 2012


 Hey! It's been awhile I know! Sorry sorry. :( I've been quite busy nowadays with some stuff and some house chores! I don't have anything to update I guess? Life's pretty normal, I forgot when I went out, what I did or whatever already and I kinda lost interest for blogging again. :( No one to inspire me to blog. This pretty much shows a lot about my character HAHA.

Well, I get bored of stuffs easily, stop doing stuffs halfway but I'll still go back to it someday?! ^^
Oh, I can't think of anything to update except for me new phone!! :D I'm really proud to announce that I've used my Nokia E5 for 2year already!! ^^ 

This is actually the first time that I've used a phone for 2 years cause before that I always lost my phone, get bored of it and spoil it? LOL. From 2008 until now I've change a total of 4 phones until this new one is my fourth! ^^ 

My first phone was this!
followed by 


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It's not the same as my phone but it looks similar, i couldn't find a picture of the sonyericsson one, but oh well.

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Yeap! In a period of just 4 years I've changed a total of 4 phones. And for the Nokia E4, I've been using it since I was in sec 1! So, -2 years. I've changed 3 phones within 2 years omg!

In case you don't know me well, I'm super clumsy and I always drop my phone! And my first phone broke into 2 cause I dropped it and my dad got it fixed for don't know how many times till he go pissed off so he bought me a new phone one day instead which is w595 in red! ^^ After just 3 months............ I lost my phone at checkpoint lan shop, apparently, a bangla with yellow cap stoled it while I was playing audi. :( And I swear I have alot of precious stuffs in my phone like contacts, friend's birthday and notes for school! I lost the phone on June 18 LOL, I blogged about it here http://effl-ve.blogspot.sg/2009/06/okays-peep.html HAHA. SEE?! I can refer back to my old post if I want to know when it happened LOL.

Anyway, a few days later. my dad got me a new one which is a walkman phone. Then, I got bored of it a few months later and gave the phone to my dad while he gets me a new pink lg viewty phone. I don't remember whats the model brand but I think it's LG viewty o.o... Then, in 2010's May 27, I went to change my phone to a nokia E4 because the stupid LG phone battery spoilt and I dropped the phone so many times that the screen cracked LOL.

Yes. I'm that powerful.

And I swear the best phone I've ever used was Nokia E4! I swear I've been dropping it like, every single day in 2012 but it didn't crack :') Just that 2 of the buttons dropped out a few days before my contract ends LOL. I dropped the phone on the first day when I took it cause I wasn't use to the phone LOL. And I remembered that in 2010, keith dropped my phone LOL. I was holding onto my phone and texting in si ling primary school's hall when keith accidentally like hit the phone and the phone flew up into the air and landed on the floor with a loud crash LOL. 

Oh well, I really really really love my nokia phone I swear, if only it's a smart phone!! :( OH WELL. :D
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So, i got my phone on the 29th :P. It was out at 9pm and the first 1000 customers will get freebies which consist of one extra battery, flip casing, standing charger and something else i guess? My dad wanted to get S3 too so he has been eyeing on the freebie for his future phone LOL. His contract haven't end yet so instead of buying for himself, he bought the phone for me cause he know that my contract is over and I'm eyeing on iphone 4s, S2 pink and S3. He doesn't really like apple products so instead of getting me iphone 4s, he got me this instead. Not that bad la. I think the phone is really ugly at first but after a spending a few days with it, I think it's quite okay. ^^ I'm kinda touched that my dad bought me this cause usually he won't spend so much on phone one. On the day when it's launched, the price of it was $498! That's like, $500. :( Heart pain for my daddy! And some more, he didn't get the freebie cause we were a little bit too late. D: .... So anyway, I decided to be a good daughter so I wanted to give him back $200. He went like "nvm, nvm this phone shall be your motivation to work harder for eoy, if you don't get good results then you buy another one while you give me this, ha-ha" I don't know if its a good thing or a bad thing, but oh well. I really love this phone alot I swear! ^^ if only my hands are a little bit bigger, it'll be perfect!


okay enough about the phone LOL. So, there's aesthetic night later at on at rp and I'm super excited! ^^ Can't wait to see whats up! :D 

Oh, and I cleared my wardrobe the other day, look at my clothes! 

Okay, I was reorganizing them that's why I threw all of them on the floor LOL.
Gave cousins a lot of my clothings which I don't want anymore and I'm still deciding if I should open a blogshop to sell away some items that I've never worn before or just a few times, here's some items that I've never worn before and they need a new owner that will put them to better or good use. 




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Yeah, the box wallets were from beautyofshopping, my previous blogshop, and they're bnip! (brand new in package). mustard coloured highwaist shorts, brand new! Barbie lenses and encore lens in... gray? I bought 2 boxes last time and used 1 box. some clothes that I've never worn before except for the hello kitty one! Wore it 2 times but It's still in tip top condition.

Still deciding if I should open a blogshop to sell away all the stuffs anot... it's a really tough choice cause I really have no time for blogshop I guess?! :/ ....... But I really have a lot of things to clear away leh! 
Aiya, If I ever open a blogshop, you guys have to support me okay! hehehe. ^^
Guess I'll end my post here...... ciaos! :D