About Me

"No one is in control of your happiness."

Michelle, 17. I'm not who you think I'm supposed to be, I'm not as strong as you think and I'm not as happy as you think I am. I blog for satisfaction, and hopefully, I may be able to inspire/help others out there.
I tweet about everything at @ @Ahlinq. and I share my moments HERE :D

Friday, August 26, 2011

So, A few days ago, I was scolded and sent to rtc after mass run by mr jong. He basically screamt at me because I wasn't tucked in and that I was standing up preparing to move to the back for PE lessons. Cherlynn and Joyce was also there with me and they weren't tuck in as well and he only screamt at me. No, I'm not mad and he didn't sent me to rtc because of this. So, I was tucking in and then he shouted at me again to tuck in, I'm already tucking in and yet he's like, cant see? -.- So I totally got mad and said to him "i tucking in already what." and then he sent me to rtc. -.- okay fuck.
It's NOT FAIR that he only catches me when almost everyone there is not tucked in. -.- ITS JUST NOT FAIR and I have to emphasize on how fucking much i hate biased teachers. But whatever, I deserve going to rtc and I HATE HIM. Had small talks with mdm zalihar and she's really very nice etc etc. I swear I'm gonna make her a teacher's day card even though she's not teaching. :B. Well, I dropped an apology note in mr jong's pigeon hole cause I can't find him that day. But anyways. I still dislike him.








Okay, So I was released at 9.15am and I went back to class, had recess after some lessons and Home econ coursework! yeap, that's my dish above. But sadly, my veggies weren't cooked well because of time constrain and I didn't get to take pictures of it cause there was not enough time LOL. Anyways, the mushroom actually tasted quite nice but on the photo above, but on the actual day, I screwed up -.- ah well. there goes my marks -facepalm-

Had my english persuasive speech workshop as well and.. omg. It's really boring but the teacher's kind of humorous. :B Presented my speech and omg, it's scary. Having to face the class and under the cold air-con. I wasn't feeling very well on that day and I'm like shivering even though I'm sitting >>>> which wasn't under the air-con. Okay, did my 2nd presentation today and I think it's pretty okay. Wasn't really nervous in class but I kept pronouncing wrongly LOL.


Thursday, August 18, 2011

Unpleasant day -.- . _l_


Hello! the reason why the entry title is like that is because something happened today.

So, today, I went home after school and there's this uncle that's very dripping wet. It's not raining or anything, the weather's hot and he's soaked in sweat, probably cause he went jogging or something cause he was wearing those jogging's top and fbt. So, the bus was very packed cause around 7pm, peak hour. I was squeezed all the way to the back cause there's no more seats available. Then this uncle beside me put his hands up in the air to grab the pole and he really have the strong sweat stench. The person sitting in front of him kept staring at him and block his nose lolol. So rude. But that's like a very obvious hint for him to put his hand down so we don't have to smell his armpit. BUT NO. He can actually grab onto the seats if he wants but no >_>. I mean, he went jogging, why did he take bus home? He should jolly well jog home or something x_x and if he decide to take the bus, he should at least bring deodorant and use it. =/ so like, the people around him kept staring at him and I feel very uneasy standing beside him cause I'm very scared that his sweat drip onto me x_x. cause he's like soooo tall and uh, sweating alot. while I'm like, so short and if the sweat drop, it'll probably land on my shoulder or my head. lololol. 

So last time on MRT to chinatown, me, sang sang and Jammy was on this train and there's this Indian man with strong body odor and further more, he's wearing a singlet. As usual, the train is packed and we're all very squeezy, there's barely any place for people to move. So this man, he was holding onto the pole at the top there and I was being squeezed to the pole there. Directly under his armpit and the smell is... argh. >_>
It was a... unpleasant journey until we got off. FRESH AIR. 

Okays I think I'm being very bad here but oh well, It's a fact what >_> who likes the smell of sweats?! 
So,I think that everyone should have deodorant on all the time! especially if you're going jogging and decide to take public transport home? 

Okay today, during lesson, something bad happened again.
Well, so some of us forget to do our work and I was one of them. Well, I did manage to finish up all the questions before she checks. But I left out one word, and my teacher saw me adding the one word into my work and she calls me to stand up and do punishment? It's not as if I never completely do your work right, I've completed the work, just that I'm adding ONE WORD into my work. Like that only then she ask me do punishment? like wtf. smd. Then I stood up, she took my register no. and then sat down. She took down those who needs to do punishment de register no. and so, she went down the row and then when it's andrea's town, she sat down without giving her register no. cause she didn't hear what teacher said. Then teacher totally blew off and got really mad -.-. She said she ain't in the mood to teach and stormed out of the class. Like wtf? people never hear only what, plus teacher talk so soft, sometimes even I have problems hearing what she's trying to say and I'm sitting like, 4 tables away from teacher only zz. She told us to do whatever we like and then she stormed out of the class. So we did what she told us :B. I did my punishment, whole chapter 18 of geo if not wrong. forget what chapt alr. Damn no link sia. English lesson yet we do punishment for geography? sigh -.- .
even teachers can throw tantrums like that. haha. what has the world become? -.- 
It's not like I hate her or what, but, how do i say it. -.-.
Just because of one word, you have to do the freaking punishment plus the punishment is not for english? 
I used to love english like alot. Now? no. Think I totally lost interest for english. 

Sunday, August 7, 2011


You know, I think I'm in love with this guy from KL. I THINK IT'S LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT LMAO.
It's like, abit fated... o_o I saw him on Saturday's train, he was sitting In front of me, in front of the four seater and I kept staring at him while he stares back. At first I thought he was a girl because he looked really really unique, cute and he's short shh. :x Then I notice that he got apple. YES. APPLE. How can girls have apple! SO. I presume that he's a guy HAHAHA if not, I think I like girls? awh. anyways. Saw him today on the same train again! He was on board before I board the train from layang back to sg LOL. he got off at KL and then he gave his seat to me cause the train was FULL and everyone's squeezing LOL. Omg, didn't get his number, dont know his name, dont know everything. ): aiya! nvm. :B ANYWAYS. I totally enjoyed myself. 
It's like, giving myself a break after the exams LOL.
Got woked up at 6 FREAKING AM just to take a train which only departs at 7.45am -.- (explains why I look so damn sleepy in the picture). Well, I actually decided to ton @ waterfront with carey. But aiya, I decided to go sleep instead cause I was having a bad bad sore eye ._.". woke up, bathed and fall asleep again before I got woken up again T^T. Camwhored a little, had breakfast and went out! :D 
Yam cha first because we're so damn early... 7am... the ticketing office only opens at 7.30am and the train departs at only 7.45am -.-. Went to play around with crabs, fish in sheng song HAHAHAHA. Bought tickets and hop on board like FINALLY :D. The train was so empty that people can sleep on 2seats LOL. :B.
slept on the train for the whole trip. xDDD


Reached layang @ about 11am, Had lunch with aunt, minmin, granny and cousin. yummm :b ke jia lei cha. :B 
Went to auntie's house afterwards and rest for awhile. Then, headed to the house we've rent and rest. Played a few rounds of majong and prepared for dinner afterwards. :B






3 tables, food was DELICIOUS :B. Okay, I only took the beehoon pic and I was busy eating the food that I've got no time to take pictures HAHAHA. Had cake after wards. SUPER FULL I SWEAR omg. The bill was okay I guess. RM 700+ for 3tables, great food and a green tea cake. The cake taste weird... o-o but okay.. :D HOME AND RAMBUTAN AFTERWARDS! ^~^

Yummy+ yummy. KOed on the sofa by 3 glass of red wine afterwards and threw up. =/ stupiddd. all minmin's fault luh! tell me I won't ko by drinking red wine then I go believe! arghhh. T~T Head pain.
woked up the next day and went around :B went back to sg @ 4pm. 

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NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATION IN SCHOOL TOMORROW. :/ I don't wanna go... But I have to. sigh -.-. AND YAY. going shopping with cousin tomorrow @ jb. <3