HU LI JING YOU THIS CUNNING FOX :D

Hello blogggggg, It's 12.46am, and I've leaving later for my band camp which is 3D2N. Sigh, But hey, It's such a miracle that Michelle attends band camp oh. Hope there won't be tough training and the 3days pass faster. I wanna hang out with my girlfs. Went to meet cousins with Jing today. Actually, she sorta accompanied me. Thanks Jing. I love you. I think I rey treat her really bad.. But I don't know. I have to control! Omg. Sorry Jing.

Well, I guess.. I'll update the day after I come back from camp? Hope I'll have fun and the camp don't suck. Don't miss me while I'm gone bloggie, sayonara. :D

Dear Huang Li Jing, I love you. Hey, who would be so lucky, to have a friend for life? Who would be so lucky, to have a friend, that tolerates all the shits and nonsense of you? Who would be so lucky, to have a friend, who stands by you, stood by you and standing by you all the times? Cheering you up, giving you advices and nagging at you like they're really your mother? Of course, it has to be Michelle Tan Yi Ling, HAHAHA. stupid dumb dumb. I love you. :D Thanks for tolerating my shit and nonsense, my shitty attitude and of course, for accompanying me all the times when I'm supposed to be alone. =)

Although you're a ;
1. SLOW EATER
2. SLOW CHANGER
3. BITCH~
4. LITTLE GIRL~
5. ASSHOLIC NOOB
6. A FOX!
7. RAPIST!
8. RACIST
9. NOOBEST ASSHOLIC NOOB!
10. $$$ face HAHAHAA

BUT HEYYYYYYY, I STILL LOVE YOU LOL. :D Okay, I know you're laughing(but you won't admit!!!). You should stop. BECAUSE YOU'RE A REALLY NOOB GIRL HAHAHHAA. kk love you. :D


I know you're touched, give me a hug(NOT A SLAP!) next time ! :D

Hello blog, Merry christmas. It's already the 25th in just a blink of an eye. I've been blogging for 3 years. Can you believe that? I'm gonna stay at home today, and pack for band camp on Monday- Wednesday. I'm such a good girl, haha. For no reason, I think I'm excited for band camp. But I hope they don't have tough tough trainings.. :l

Went for Chung Cheng High school's band concert as Esplanade on Tuesday. Enjoyed the music but was kinda boring. Trained back to woodlands with Chaolei, Yi min and Easter.

Okay, I went for band practice on Thursday. ^^ Was tiring but hey, I had fun with Jia Qi. After band, we went to foodcourt to have a quick lunch and proceeded to comics connection as easter wanted to buy some stuffs. Popular next cause easter wanted to get her Teenage! Home sweet home next and my day doesn't end here. Changed, prepared and went down to woodlands again to meet Venus and she's getting her haircut. Accompanied her, bought presents and trained down to Amk to meet my friend. Passed her her stuffs and we went around amk as we didn't wanna go home yet.

Went to this cafe, and had our stomach filled omg. The food's really awesome too! :D.
Home sweet home next. =)

Venus came over to my house on Friday, then Jing. Venus kept on fighting with me for my laptop. T_T Jing came, and she played taptap. Argggg. FINALLY, went off at about 2.30pm for lunch at @ Ajitsu ramen again. :D . Filled our tummys, went up to slack at 6th floor, and ktv next.
Totally enjoyed ourself at ktv. :B . Nothing much to be said haha.

Jing's with her BF now, Venus' with her family now and I'm spending christmas all alone at home. ._.
But hey, Santa was a great person. He gave me a

Hahaha, Actually, I found this outside my house, near my shoes shelve. Don't know who put it there. Don't know If it's meant for me. But it's outside my house.. Maybe the person put this at the wrong door. Hahaha..
Oh well, Maybe god thinks I'm so pathethic to celebrate christmas all alone at home and decide to pass as a human to drop this at my doorstep for me so I would feel better. Ha.ha.ha.

No notes or anything, thanks god. or anyone who's the one who threw this at my house? But I don't think any one would know where I live? Hmm?

Yay, Michelle's back from Layang! Michelle had a very fun and relaxing time in Layang with Jing. But Michelle cam back to Singapore with alot of Mosquito bites, laughs. Oh god, It's everywhere. T_T

Well, whatever! Lijing came over to my house on Thursday at about 2pm, we slacked awhile and had our lunch at 131. Went home, I used my lapptop while she use my Ipod to talk to her boyfriend. Prepared my luggage at around 5.40pm and prepared myself to meet Venus later at 6.30pm. Met Venus and had our dinner at mac, talked about us and had a round of PIU. Well, shall not elaborate. Cause I forgot already heh.
I only remembered that we went to 6th floor of cwp and Jing's house playground to slack.

Reached home at about 12am and prepared to sleep. Woked up the next day, and obviously, prepared to head down to Malaysia like finally! Went off at 10am? Reached Layang at about 1pm in a cab, and first thing we saw, was a small little boy, running out of the house, naked. Yes, I saw every single thing HAHHAHA! Okays, Nothing much also, 2-3 years old only, nothing, nothing ^^" .

Reached my grandma's house first, left our stuffs in the room and off to find my favourite cousin MinMin with De Hua and Shu Fen. But sadly, reached Min's house and she's not in! She was cycling with her friends and didn't know that I've reached Layang. How sad. Went to look around Bazaar. Went back, and Shopped around. We didn't do much in Layang actually, we played alot with the kids. I guess Layang's a pretty good place to be at if you want to feel relaxed. There's small kids everywhere HA. But they'll drive you insane ohmygod. Tooked lots of pictures and videos. *evil laughs.

We shopped on the first day, had our hair rebond-ed till 1am. Omg, Madness. I miss my old hair. My hair looks so flat now. Goooooosh.

On our way home.

 Attempt failed. HAHA

 MY MICKEY MOUSE BAG HAHAHAHA! 

Oh my god. I spent a bomb in Msia. I'm growing fat! >:[ Had been eating and eating HAHAHA!
I bought a pair of slippers, AND I'M SO LOVING IT! :DD omggggggg. It's like, RM10 only. Shall take a picture next time. Love it lots. :D And it's really comfy ! o.o

I just had to post. I realized, I'm such a fucking bitch that cries over small matters. I'm such a fucking bitch to petend that I'm okay when in fact, I'm not at all. I'm such a fucking bitch for not letting my friends know how I felt. I guess I just wanted to protect them and end up hurting myself so fucking much? Fuck it.

Yeah. I'm such a fucking bad influence. I should just fuck off from you like what your mum told me to do so.
It hurts so fucking much that I've cried straight after calling you. Such a big fucker, who pretends to be strong, doesn't care, and doesn't mind. Well.. In fact, I'm not strong. I DO care and I DO mind..

A phone call from you, ruins everything.

Fuck it. I'm crushed. Thanks alot. I think, this is the 1st time I've ever cried non-stop, cared so much, mind so much about what someone said to me. Thanks.
I'll do as you wish, I won't look her up. Unless she finds me. I will be there for her when she needs me, but she need not be there for me when I need her.
Friendship is only using the other party, right? As you wish.

Don't give up. I know you've been hurt. I know how it feels. Believe me, I do understand. But the feeling will pass. The tears will stop falling Your heart will heal itself as time passes by..

The time is 1111 now at night hahaa. Wonder If 1111 still works at night? Omg, I just went to chat with Zaid, Lijing, Wei Ting, Delanie and my cousin, guess what's the time now... It's 12.29am. Oh gosh, I have to sleep soon If not I won't be able to wake up tomorrow. Whatever! I'll just do a quick update on what I did these few days before I forgot.

Well, I think I was at home on saturday? Was I? Oh no, I'm getting old. Well anyways, I don't care. Met Jing on Sunday at 12.30pm after numerous attempt of trying to wake her up by bombing her phone with smses and phone calls since 11am cause I knew that this pig would take 1 hour to change, 1 hour to eat (a crab) and 2 hour to do her business. Okay whatever, this was based on past experiences! Joke joke. She woke up at about 11.30am and prepared, went out without wearing my glasses, thought that I left it at home. Well, I was too lazy to go back and get it. Wasn't wearing contacts that time as I accidently tore my last pair of contacts =_=

So yeah, topped up my student card and found Jing standing emotionally at one corner of the pillar. She was damn cute in that position can. Tapped in and trained to our destination. Bought my Strawberry milkshak. Bombed $125 on my contact lens, well, it's worth it. The uncle was real kind to help us clean our specs, check our degree and threw in a free contact lens solution for me. Thanks uncle! (Y) . Well, $125 for 13 pair of contacts, considered cheap I guess. :D

Went to subway to have our late lunch. Trained down to somerset next. Went to walk around, bought myself 1 pair of necklace and 2pair of earrings. Me and Jing decided to buy some earring for my cousins, but not sure if they're allergic to the earrings material or not and so, we dropped the plans. Bought our "friendship" necklace. Gonna give it to Venus as a christmas present! :D

Trained down to Jurong afterwards. Went to Daiso and bought some stuffs for my cousins. :D Causeway Point afterwards, had 1 round of PIU, then to our old place to slack. Home sweet home at 8.20pm. Jing waited for my bus with me. Thanks Jing! (L)

 On Monday, woked up at about 10pm. Washed up, and cleaned up for awhile and head off to Causeway to meet Chaolei. Saw her and we walked to the Stadium together. Got changed and went in the swimming pool. It was reaaaaal cool cause there's not much people. We're like, the 3rd-4th people there. Hahahaaa. Swam and slacked around, chit-chat, Relax. It's been such a long time since I had a nice long chat with dear Chaolei.  Was really relaxed. Went up and wash up at around 3.15pm. I totally forgot that I can't swim for a month as I've pierced my ear. Today's the 2nd week only I guess. And now, my earbone hurts damn loads. Infection probably? Oh shit.

Chaolei came to my house afterwards as she doesn't want to go home yet. Watched Glee and The Last story. I was very tired and dozed off quite a few times while watching The Last Story. Well, 2nd time watching it. Chaolei's first time. Wahaha. I love her. She went back home afterwards at around 6.20pm. =)

My Ear Bone piercing.. It's so pain after getting out of the pool.. Infection?

Zzz.. I tored my purple lens. (R)

- Don't freak out, I painted my nails electronic Blue cause I want to spite my cousin, who hates blue! >:D

- 2 MORE DAYS TO LIJING'S SLEEPOVER!

- 2 MORE DAYS TO WATERFRONT OUTING WITH K!

- 3 MORE DAYS TO LEAVE SINGAPORE!

- 3 MORE DAYS TO MASSIVE SHOPPING!

- 3 MORE DAYS TO NEW SELF :D .

A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? No, It's too painful. Soulmates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave. A soul mate’s purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, and make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life...


Nobody has it easy, Every single one of us have our own problems. Family, Friends, Relationships, Financial, Shelter. You won't know what they're going through. No one is perfect, and no one deserves to be perfect. So, before you start judging, Criticizing, or mock others, Please remember, everyone is fighting their own war.