About Me

"No one is in control of your happiness."

Michelle, 17. I'm not who you think I'm supposed to be, I'm not as strong as you think and I'm not as happy as you think I am. I blog for satisfaction, and hopefully, I may be able to inspire/help others out there.
I tweet about everything at @ @Ahlinq. and I share my moments HERE :D

Sunday, December 30, 2012

Last post in 2012 x3




Helloooo lovelies!!!! :D It's been a while AGAIN huh!!!! ^^ So the last time I really updated about my life was 2nd dec which was like mega mega long ago?!?! Like 1 month back HAHAHA, Anyways, December has been really really good to me I guess!! ^^ I kinda forgot what happened during this 1 month already but, I'll try my best to remember them so I can fill up this entry BUAHAHAHAHA. ^^

So firstly, I went to Ikea with shawn on 2nd dec and when you go ikea, YOU GOTTA EAT THEIR MEATBALLS! ^^ Lunch at Ikea as well and went home after that at about, 5-6pm? Reached home, bath, changed and went out again with...bong I think? I forgot!!! >_>

Went to Malaysia again with Jing on 3rd dec as she wanted to get the bag/lens/shoes/wallet that she had been eyeing on before our trip to layang LOL! So I was literally out for the whole day and I swear I was so so so tired cause I slept at about 6.30am on that day and had to wake up at like, 11am!! T___T Anyways, we went to ksl and afterwards, to city square and I brought another 2 tops omg!!! $$$$$ T_T Have been spending too much this holiday! :/ Reached home at about 10 plus and went home to sleep LOL.

On 4th dec, went to Malaysia again with Bong this time to shop LOL. Lunch at sushi king! Came back at around... 4pm plus I guess? And that stupid Bong went to the arcade to play his car LOL. I think we caught a movie after that? Or did we not....... LOL IDK! I forgot T_T... oh well!

I forgot what I did on 5th dec..... But I went out again! Was literally out that whole week!!!

Brekke(or something) at holland village with Jing and Junjie on 6th dec! ^^ It was really enjoyable hehe. Talked about many things over dinner and... I FORGOT AHHHHHH .__.


And..... A shot of me and Jing while we're "fighting" over onions LOL! That jj guy took a pic of us and I so happen to catch him so....... I POSED MUAHAHAHAHA. Feel so proud LOL. owell. :DDD

Forgot what I did on 7th dec! Went for service with lingshuang on saturday and after svc, bong came to find me from work and we set off to haunt for....... JACKET LOL! In the end, he brought a super awesome jacket from cotton on LOLS! ^^ trained to changi afterwards and took bus back to woodlands! Supper at mac with bong afterwards and so happened to meet kean! ^^ Said hi and he went off LOLOLOL. Took 913 one round afterwards w bong cause that nerd don't wanna go home early! haiyoo.

Woke up by my father's thundering voice on sunday at 10am as he wake me up for breakfast -_- Plan of the day was to actually sleep and.... just chill at home but in the end I got sooo bored that I decide to go out instead. Went to walk around Jcube with bong and that noob got his jacket!! :@ it was raining heavily when we reached Jurong LOL so.... in the end, I was all drenched while bong is still dry LOL! omggg *flipstable
Went back to cwp for dinner at pastamania afterwards and took 913 one round again, then home sweet home I guess!



Met kean on 10th dec and accompany him to dye his hair! ^^ Went to find Jiaqi afterwards near 888 and I went home afterwards, then leave house again for an appointment at kk!!
Forgot what happened on 11th dec already!


Had subway for lunch and went Ice skating at jcube with Bong on 12 dec! 12/12/12!!! ^^ It was really fun though I still don't know how to skate HAHAHAHA. Keep using the sides for support cause I'm that insecure LOL. And I'm really bad at balancing HAHAHA. Went to Jurong point afterwards and took 178 or 187 (I forgot!!) back to woodlands! It was already like... 7pm+ when we reached causeway! We went to take 913 one round again and LOL..... the bus broke down while we're at woodlands circle =_= it was really epic though HAHAHAHA. Home afterwards!


Painted my room alone on 13th dec LOL! Okay laa, with some help from mother cause I didn't do a really good job! Well, This current room used to be my tenant's room and before that it used to be my guy cousin's room! And my room...... I gave it to my girl cousin cause she needs a room that time and like, she always use lappy until 3-4am as she's working the afternoon shift (3pm-11pm) and I have school, so I can't sleep most of the time, so.... I went to sleep with my parents LOL and somehow, my room became hers! >_> oh well.... at least I get a new and bigger room?  and YESSSSSS. I painted my own room cause I didn't want my dad to paint for me! I scared he'll sprain his back or something while painting that's why, and like, since it's gonna be my room, I think it'll be better if I do everything myself! ^^

Went to meet bong on 14th dec and we went to waterfront to chill! ^^ h2h talks and just, enjoy the wind?
Went to changi, then svc w bong and had my very first candlelight service!! ^^




Candle light svc 2012 with E495! <3 Went to fellowship with cellgroup afterwards and went back to woodlands with bong!

Brought darling jing and venus to church on sunday for candlelight svc! <3




It's their first candlelight toooooooooooo! <3 hehehehe. So proud of them! ^^ Went to tampines for lunch and home sweet home afterwards! Here are some photos taken at candlelight svc! ^^ Prettyyyyy candles, pretty lights!!! <3



Pretty huh? ^^


Anddddddddddddd...... A self shot and a picture with kean! Kean actually came to find me to take picture with me! Omgggg so touched :')

Okay, I forgot what happened after that week already LOL... ALL I REMEMBERED WAS CHRISTMAS SVC AHHHHHH~

Went for appreciation cg on thursday and it was really fun! ^^
group photo! With my eyes closed...... lol T_T

Christmas svc on saturday! :D It was awesomeeeeeee the drama was really cute HAHAHAHA! ^^



Went back to cwp afterwards and caught cz12 with bong, home sweet home afterwards!! ^^

Kean came over for dinner on 24th and we went to feed kitties again! I swear we're so jinxed with the panda kitty which I LOVE but the kitty wasn't friendly T_T so....... hais! oh well, met bong afterwards and we went to near hill for a h2h talk! ^^ Swear I love h2h talks w anybody! ^^ especially jing, venus, kean and bong! Love them so so much ^^

Celebrated christmas with my loved ones and omgggggggg this year's christmas' not really good I must say :( But it's okay! :D WE CELEBRATE CHRISTMAS FOR THE GLORY OF GOD.  :)

Was home the whole day on 26th to catch up on sleep and dramas LOLOL! Ah welllll~~~~~~~

Went to school with Jing on 27th to buy books, in the end, I only manage to buy 2 cause all the others were out of stock wth!! T_T went to my house to slack afterwards while deciding what to do later on and at about 3pm, junjie came over to fetch us to ssc to sing k cause we decided to sing k LOL!!! But there wasn't any slots available at about 3.30pm when  we reached so we went to walk around daiso!!! ^^ and LOL we bombed $48 in just 30mins HAHA. oh well, k afterwards for 3 hours and in between, me and jing went to buy subway cause we were hungry HAHAHAHA. the atmosphere was quite high i guess hehe! ^^ and like, I really enjoyed myself!! :D JJ drove us to town afterwards for dinner at jing's workplace!! sushiiiiii~~


Like 1/3 of the food here only cause me and jing insist that we must take picture before we eat but... WE WERE TOO HUNGRY HAHAHAHAHAHA! the food was really nice and like, although I don't really like Jap food, I enjoyed dinner!! ^^ And the total cost was only $150 for all these delicious food omg. Cheap!!! Drove to clementi afterwards to slack and enjoy scenery and then, jj sent me and jing home. :)







 On friday, 28th, went to meet mickkel! It's been so long since I went out with him/catch up with him!! and...... HE SAID I GREW TALLER LOL OK. FRIENDSHIP CLOSENESS +1000000000 HAHAHA. okjk. but he really said I grew taller omg! Feel so proud!!! But I don't know if it's true or not lah cause I look at myself in the mirror everyday so there's like no change to me LOL! ://// BUT I REALLY WON'T MIND IF I CAN GROW ANOTHER 5CM PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LOLOL

okay, irfan was there too. walked around cwp, talked crapped and had mac for lunch LOOL! then jingyi and yanlin came to find us afterwards, walked around cwp, cotton on and talked a lil then home sweet home and, I went to my grandma's place! ^^

Went to the doc on sat as my sore eyes got worst, so I missed church... :( hais... feel so..... bad for not going to the last service of 2012..... but I swear my eyes really hurt so much to even go see doc :/ it was bloodshot red too... x_X scary sight.. so, stayed at home, did homework, slept and all!

today, nothing much happened I guess! Eyes still hurt and I went to Ikea with shades and with family just now to buy some diy stuffs for daddy LOL. so yeah, I feel so weird walking around with shades LOL and alot of people were staring at me >_> so halfway, I kept the shades and just bear the pain lolol T_T was tearing all that while! oh well. :/ Hope the sore eyes will go away soon please please tolong tolong x10000
ANYWAYS, 2012 IS ENDING!!! ^^ HAPPY NEW YEAR ! :D

Some pictures which Idk where to place them :










2012 IS ENDING SOON! IN LIKE 1 DAY! SO, HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!! :) HOPE 2013 WILL BE BETTER!!!! 








Wednesday, December 12, 2012

12/12/12

Today is the 12/12/12!!! It's the last... same number month, date and year HAHA! Surprisingly, I lived through 01/01/1, 02/02/02, 03/03/03, 04/04/04, 05/05/05, 06/06/06, 07/07/07, 08/08/08, 09/09/09, 10/10/10, 11/11/11 and today, 12/12/12!! So I guess, I gotta blog cause it's the last.... same number month date and year?! HAHA I have no idea what it's called. But oh well!! ^^

So, on this day, I really just wanna thank God for everything and for everyone in my life currently! I'm not good at expressing myself... sooo, hehe. I really want to thank God for everything that had happened to me, opportunities, 2nd chances and my friendships/relationships. I know, I feel thankful everyday but today.. it's special! So, I gotta blog it out to.. remind myself in the future..? HAHA.

Thank God so much for everyone in my life. My parents, cousins, bong, kean, william, delanie, yanlin, lijing, venus, jiaqi, shirleen, annabelle, xiangbin, yibin, lingshuang, valerie, peiyun I CAN'T NAME EVERYONE HERE!! But... I'M JUST SO SO SO THANKFUL FOR THEM! :')

And for everything that has happened in my life. Everything were meant to be, and it, eventually, leads to something else/new story! And I'm so proud to say that I'm not regretful of the choices that I decided to make, I followed the voices within me.

Thank you God, for everything in my life!

Sunday, December 2, 2012


This girl over here is my absolute best friend! <3 We've known each other ever since primary school and when we're 12, we became the bestest friends ever! Although it was really hard to maintain this friendship due to us being posted to different schools, unable to meetups, own commitments, other relationships etcetc, we still managed to be best friends even after all these years! Even though we don't communicate much, we love each other so so much and that love never changed! We can do everything and anything as long as we're together and even after not meeting up/communicating for months, we're not scared of the awkwardness and we're just still so open to each other, we're like sisters! :') Love you jing! :D We suffered so much together! Going through break ups years ago, heartbreaks together, friendship problems, family problems and everything but our friendship is still so strong! I'm so proud of us! :') Thank you for being such an awesome person and someone so important to me! <3

Anyways! We went to Malaysia on the 23rd Nov together to.... shop and eat LOL! WE'RE SO CHEAPSKATE! HAHAHA. But oh well~ Their clothes are of good quality, pretty and cheap!! ^^ After coming back to singapore for 1 day, I went out with this dumbass the next day! Was really tired but SHOPPING MAKES ME AWAKE HAHAHAHA :D! So we actually took taxi over to "find my cousin" at coral ice but he didn't open his stall that day =_= Remember my coral ice post? HAHA. yes! That cousin! :D The taxi uncle was really friendly and kept talking to us throughout the whole journey LOLOL. I was feeling hyped that day so I don't find him irritating but normally, I find taxi drivers that keeps talking to you irritating >< oh well!!!! After we arrived, we went to MAKANNNNN first ^^! And shop shop shop next! :D Let pictures do the talking ! ^^





 LOL... and our food... YES pizzahut cause it's the only makan place we could find.... LOL -.- oh well! :D And guess what?! It was super duper cheap!! Total was only about 70RM! omg faints.

Y'know? Like in singapore, the baked rice is about SGD 10 but in malaysia it's $10 rm....... OMG FAINT AT FOOD BEING SO CHEAP!!!! I'm going crazy T_T FOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!!!


And my loots of the day! <3 I especially love the shorts BECAUSE I JUST LOVE IT SO MUCH!! :D It fits me perfectly!!! But it was a little too short.... T_T it's okay though! I LOVE THEM!!! :D faints!!! It was just so satisfying la, shopping all the way in shanghai and even after coming back to singapore, SHOPPING AGAIN WOOHOO! It's all about shopping <3

Anyways, we shopped till like 10pm without noticing LOL!!!!! And we realized it was 10pm because STORES ARE CLOSING omgwthbbq!!! And then we cabbed back to checkpoint and went home LOL. On saturday, we were supposed to leave for layang at 5pm for the train but at 4pm, my dad changed the plans and like I've already half prepared everything and Jing already prepared as well... then he went to change the plans so that we'll leave for layang in the morning at 6am on sunday instead of saturday! So I was pretty mad at him but oh well. Jing came over at about 10pm instead and we movie marathoned till like 2am and went to bed LOL! Took train over to layang in the morning, was quite pissed cause the train was delayed and like, I DON'T LIKE WAITING !!!!! :'( I absolutely HATE waiting! I mean, I can wait, BUT NOT FOR LONG! We were at the train station at about 6am in the morning and in the end? The train came at 8am. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!!!!! ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was so so so hungry and mad T_T but eventually I cooled down and stopped throwing tantrums... and eat my food LOL! My mum wanted me to eat my food on the floor at the train station!!! What sorcery is this?!?! So auntie and unglam lah please! x_x So, in the end, after throwing 2 hours of tantrum, I gave in and ate..... NOT ON THE FLOOR! but on the train :D YAY! Okay la, I didn't exactly throw tantrum, I just got pissed and like, my mum said I have a black "aura" like those anime shows so she don't dare to keep pushing me to eat LOL! And like, I was frowning and all! :((( AHH WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL :D

Reached layang after 2hrs and my xiao yi and grandpa went to fetch us! ^_^ Had to fetch 2 times each person cause we had 4 people! Mum, me, jing and my cousin zhen zhen! She came to Singapore to play on thursday with the cousin that's staying with me now, jammy! ^^


Look at my horrendous eyebags LOL. T_T Not enough sleep!!!!
Anyways, xiao yi fetched me first followed by Jing while grandpa fetch my mummy, then zhenzhen! And after resting at minmin's house for awhile, JING WANTED TO SHOP AGAIN LOL! all she can think about is shopping huh.... well... YEAH???!?!?! HAHAHAHAHA. And we went shopping again! Didn't buy alot cause I didn't have much money left but I brought a pair of wedges that I'M MADLY IN LOVE WITH RIGHT NOW!!!!! :D I love it SO SO SO MUCH oh god. After everything, we booked into our "Chalet" and at night, we went to get our hair rebonded! :) YESSSSSS, it's mad cheap to rebond hair in malaysia! My hair is super longg and like, it's only 140RM, convert to sgd is like.... 1 : 2.5 SO, $56.

SERIOUSLY?!?!?!?! FOR MY LENGTH OF HAIR????? FAINT!!!!!!!!!! Okay la, that's where I always rebond my hair so 140RM is quite ex for me already cause the last time I rebonded my hair, it was only 100RM :'( oh well~ It's quite lasting so, I guess it's worth it?!?!?! :D It was about 9pm when we stepped into the salon and grrr, took the auntie 4 hours to rebond and curl 3 person's hair cause my mum, jing and me were there to get our hair done! And frankly speaking, I'm like quite a regular customer o.o Other than trimming hair, I don't go to any other salon in singapore/malaysia except for hers so I expected her to serve me first! :( But instead, she went to serve Jing first, (it's okay) THEN, SHE WENT TO SERVE MY MUM!!!! argh!!! and I was the first one to step in the salon! :'( So I was a little mad but it's okay! :D Nothing much on sunday, monday and tuesday~ but we definitely enjoyed ourselves! ^^






And the place that we stayed at is none other than the place that I stayed at all the time in layang! But it's Jing's first time staying here so she took pictures of them! ^^ Tried to photobomb almost all of them but failed, EXCEPT FOR THE LIVING ROOM ONE HAHAHAHA! OHHHHH YEAH!





And on the last day.......

 Peekaboooo!!! HE'S MY NIECE LOL. I feel so old.....so.... HAHAHAHA. HI NIECE. <3 Isn't he just so cute? Omgggggg. Looks just like his daddy! (David) when he was young LOL
 "I see myself!! ohhhh yeahhhhhh ohhhh yeahhhh!!! :DD"

And....... me and Jing's newly rebonded hair! :D



And I love this picture cause it's really candid and everyone's unglam yet i'm posing HAHA. I was taking sweets from the plastic bag and realize Jing was gonna snap a picture so when she pressed the "shoot" button, I faster stood up and posed AND LOL IT WAS CAPTURED WHEEEEEEE :D

Stayed at home on thurs and fri cause I felt really sick and FINALLY went for church on sat cause I'm finally back in town! <3 And I INSTANTLY FELT BETTER! :') Remember my previous post? I was all emotional and stuff... it was overwhelming and like I couldn't get better plus I get irritated EASILY but after service, it was like... I'M REBORNED. it was that POWERFUL. :') Thank you God. Actually, I haven't been feeling good at all for the previous 4 weeks and I couldn't attend church, I was feeling so, absurd and like, powerless and all but after just 1 powerful service, It was as if the demons kidnapped me and like, I was rescued . :') I actually really want to thank Bong for bringing me into the church! Thank you bongie! =) (If you ever see this, be happy hor! ^^)
I still remember the times when I really just felt the same way like the previous weeks and like, it wouldn't go away and I started losing everyone around me, but it's different now!

Isiah 40:29, 31
"He gives power to the weak, and to those who have no might, he increases strength"
"But those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength; They shall mount up the wings like eagles. They shall run and not be weary, They shall walk and not faint"

Above verse was shared by kean as he was digesting the verse, I know, I've been really bitchy these few days towards you and like, my replies are just... bitchy! But yet he still support, motivates and inspire me with verses and power! Thank you so so so much kean!

Till next time! tata, xx