About Me

"No one is in control of your happiness."

Michelle, 17. I'm not who you think I'm supposed to be, I'm not as strong as you think and I'm not as happy as you think I am. I blog for satisfaction, and hopefully, I may be able to inspire/help others out there.
I tweet about everything at @ @Ahlinq. and I share my moments HERE :D

Monday, May 14, 2012

I miss the you, her, her, us. :/ I miss my previous self..... I miss everyone who were once in my life.
I miss nap times. I miss how stress and problem free I was last time!
I MISS BEING 11 YO. :(

Sunday, May 13, 2012

May #1

Hey! The last time I blogged was on 18th April! It's like, Almost one month before! :/ SORRYYYYYYY.
I can't remember what happened last 3weeks already! So yeah, I'll just try to post whatever I remember!

Soooo, on the 19th, I didn't attend school! Finally had time to catch up on my sleep at home cause I was sick! Had time to do the stuffs I wanted to do but have no time to do like watching running man. LOL. Someone came to find me afterwards and passed me notes for math and some physics formula thingy. Slacked abit and went home I guess! Attended school on Friday(20th) and I couldn't catch up with lessons!!!!! So, missing out one day of lesson = losing out! :/ I can't afford to lose out cause I'm already quite far behind! Went back home after school to sleep!

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Went to church with Bong and Yanlin on Saturday! Had cg dinner and home sweet home with cg afterwards! I forgot what happened on Sunday o.o .. I think went out with someone to study for exams?
Rushed coursework with Joyce and Yanlin on Monday, Tues and Wed during FnN! Nothing much I think!


Had my first paper on Thursday! It was, okay I guess? I find English manageable! Went to study with rap afterwards then went home. SS and Maths Paper 2 on Friday! I totally screwed up for both the subjects ._. Firstly, for ss seq, I chose the Northern Island's conflict. Got all my points there but I messed up the factors! I got confused between the Catholics and Protestants!!!! Argh. For paper 2, it was real hard that I gave up after only 1/4 of the paper! But I tried my best to finish everything, writing random stuffs and hoping to get some method marks! :/ Was released afterwards and went home.


Went to church with Jiale on Saturday! Yanlin went to Malaysia so she didn't come with us :(. Service was awesome and super touching I swear! :D Dinner with Jiale at subway afterwards, went to find cg for awhile then we trained back home. Went home to change and met friend afterwards. went to ton awhile and I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT NIGHT! so, we were on this hill chatting and I felt super uneasy + scared for Idk what reason! The feeling was like as if someone is staring at you! :/ So, at 3am like that, I accidentally looked up at the tree and I saw this....... boy/girl in blue ON THE TREE! Omg wtc. It's a small boy/girl about... age 4-5? AND HE WAS STARING AT ME! freaked out and went down the hill to the playground instead! The little boy/girl keep staring at me and giving me a very sad face. Argh. I was super scared. Went home earlier than I expected and slept! :/

Studied for chem all by myself on Sunday! :D

Had chem paper on Monday and it was... manageable I guess! Went to study with rap afterwards at changi on Tues and then we went home. MT paper on wed and It's quite manageable also I guess?! ^^ . me and rap went to 888's Kfc to study afterwards, home sweet home next!


FnN and geog paper on Thurs! My brain and mind totally blanked when I saw the geog paper cause the topic which I "gave up" came out!!!! Totally didn't study for it and so, I just anyhow do the paper ._. FnN was okay I guess, but the egg question came out and I don't know the answer at all, + it's freaking 10marks ahhhh. :( . I think we went to study afterwards, or didn't we?! I forgot!

Physics paper on Friday! Went home afterwards to clean hippo and Hildy's cage + watch an episode of running man! Met up with my Venus afterwards for dinner @ Pasta mania then we went to meet the others ;) . Had h2h talk with Venus when the guys go comic connection or something! Went home afterwards with Keith they all!





On Saturday morning, went shopping for some food stuff and to buy my Fnn stuffs for practice! I swear shopping is one of the most tiring thing on earth! My dad walked super fast and I always lose him, thus I had to find him! It's like we're playing hide and seek indirectly and I'm the seeker! I hate being the seeker in hide and seeks. argh.

Went to meet Yanlin afterwards and accompanied her to shop for her ingredients! Went to church with her afterwards. ;) Had dinner with her, bong and gorgon @ subway afterwards! Trained back home afterwards. Really enjoyed service and thought about my life! Real moody afterwards.

On Sunday, went to Poon huat with Yanlin and Mickkel to buy Yanlin's other ingredients LOL. Raphael came afterwards and we went to grab some stuff to eat. Bus-ed home afterwards and I went to practice my dishes! Turns out that it was..... real hard to make :( and my lemon meringue pie's meringue was burnt for 2 time LOL. Even after peeling off the burnt part and bake again, the meringue was burnt again! argh. Super pissed off I swear, but managed to save it! So, I'm kinda happy! ^^

There wasn't school on Monday! I forgot what I did o.o .

Tuesday was the last paper! Math paper 1~ It was....................... HARD. Enough said! :(
Went home afterwards to catch up on my sleep and to watch rm! :D Went out afterwards I think!

Was really moody on Tuesday night.

Went to buy my ingredients for fnn practical exam on Wednesday.
Practice a little bit again on Thurs night with the help of my mom LOL. And I realized that I bought the wrong sauce! :/

Practical on Friday after school, Rushed to vista's shop and save to buy my sauce + lunch for the hungry someone! Spent about 2.5hours on practical and by the time Joyce, Yanlin, rap and me was done, we're DEAD tired ._. Went home afterwards and slept like a pig omg.

Went to meet val and Ling shuang they all at Bishan with Yanlin on sat! :D Played around and went for service afterwards with Amos Lingshuang they all! Dinner at subway with Yanlin and window shopped awhile! Trained back to woodlands afterwards and home sweet home.
Was kinda sick on sat I guess because I kept sneezing and my throat hurts! :/ so yeah.
Nothing much today I guess?! And I'm sick! :@ Hate being sick...... ._.
Okay ciaos! :D