About Me

"No one is in control of your happiness."

Michelle, 17. I'm not who you think I'm supposed to be, I'm not as strong as you think and I'm not as happy as you think I am. I blog for satisfaction, and hopefully, I may be able to inspire/help others out there.
I tweet about everything at @ @Ahlinq. and I share my moments HERE :D

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

29th february 2012!



Heyyyyyyy It's the 29th of February! And it's a really special day cause there's only one 29th feb every 4 years! Sooooooo, I'm sacrificing my sleep to post HAHAHA. Yeah ^^ !
My last post was on the 18th... and so, I guess I haven't posted for 11days?! Anywayyyyyyy, life's pretty normal during these days! And I never entered detention room the whole of this month! Except for today LOL. So, I guess the detention thingy kinda ended my whole of february?! Have to serve 4 more days detention. :/

Had my 6th FnN practical last week with Raphael! We made Roti Jala and Chicken curry I think! I kinda forgot what we've made already, but I'm sure that it's curry cause I didn't really liked the food! Well, we forgot to add ginger into the curry and the curry's really watery! It's not really that spicy I guess? But I just don't like anything that's related to curry except for 136's laksa HAHA.

On thursday, me and joyce went to YanLin's house at about... 5pm+ ? We were supposed to make mushroom soup, mashed potato and some other stuffs but we ended up talking about our trip to shanghai and flipping through yanlin's baby album! ^^ Joyce was really pissed off I guess cause she really wanted to make mushroom soup but somehow we got really distracted HAHA. Went home afterwards!


On friday, we went home to change cause we really stink and met up at about 4pm! I went to NTUC to find them cause they were shopping for ingredients and we took like... 1 hour to pick up everything and we didn't know what we're gonna make LOL. Slacked at yanlin's house while they prepare the mushroom soup and... something else o.o. Jia le and Raphael came afterwards and I went off with Lijing !

Had our dinner at the coffeeshop near siling primary and took 912 to woodlands ring sec! We watched their english drama club production and omg, it totally rocked for the first part where Venus acted! :D And honestly, I think their skit was the best out of the 4 skits cause theirs was really funny! ^^ And venus had THICK make up on HAHAHAHA. It's hilarious!

Had supper with Venus they all afterwards at the S11 Coffeeshop when everything ended at about 10pm! Talked cock and really had fun! :D Home sweet home afterwards. Venus told us horror stories and she even attempted to scare me, which she did and LOL, I RAN ALL THE WAY HOME CAUSE THE WAY TO MY HOUSE WAS REALLY SCARY AND DARK THAT DAY!!!!

On sat, I had a LONG SLEEP! ^^ Went to church with Jiale and yanlin! Was really hyped that day and after church, I WAS FAMISHED! ): CAUSE I DIDN'T HAD ANYTHING AT ALL FOR THE WHOLE DAY and I think I scared them! I acted as if I was possessed o.o and so, they bought me to 7-11 to buy mash potato and drink first before finding a decent place to eat LOL! Bused home afterwards with raphael, jiale and yanlin ! Slacked at the playground at 366 all the way till morning! ^^ went home afterwards!


Accompanied yanlin to buy chem 10 yr series on sunday but we ended up not buying cause school got sell LOL. Nothing much!

Monday was boring! Tuesday was okay I guess! Went to this... uhhhh place and explored it! :D I forgot what that place is called but it's super amazing! ^^ Didn't get to see any monkeys.. ): but yeah, overall was fun and uhm, amazing! ^^ .

Had our 7th FnN practical today! We made LEMON CHICKEN AND LEMON PIE! :DDDDDD
I LOVE LEMONS. I LOVE LEMONS! I LOVE LEMONS!! ^^

I think we did a great job making the chicken and pie! :D But the pie was a bit.. watery inside LOL! OH WELL. IT STILL TASTES NICE! ^_^ AND I THINK MY FNN SKILLS IMPROVED ALOT! :D
SO I'M REALLY PROUD OF MYSELF. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

oh yeah, I think I got back all my ca1 results already! A little disappointed but, LIFE STILL GOES ON!

English : 21/30
Geog : I forgot! But I failed!
SS : 11/20
Maths : 4/25 (Super duper disappointed!)
physics : Passed by half a mark!
Chemistry : 19 half / 40!
Chinese paper 1 : 9/40
Chinese paper 2 : 19 half/40!
FnN : 19/30 I think!

SO, I ACTUALLY PASSED SCIENCE AND SS! EVENTHOUGH I'M DISAPPOINTED IN MY MATH RESULT, I'M ACTUALLY KINDA IMPRESSED THAT I KNOW HOW TO DO THOSE QUESTIONS IN CLASS TESTS CAUSE I USED TO ALWAYS FAIL MATH IN SEC1 AND SEC2!
OKAY, THATS ALL. :D


HAPPY LEAP YEAR DAY?! 
^^ OKAY CHA! 



 Day 27 - Talk about your siblings
I don't have any siblings! Soooooooooo, I'll not post anything for this.. post? o.o

OKAY, CHA!

Saturday, February 18, 2012

VALENTINE CAKE POPS :D



I'm soooooooo late for valentine's day LOL. I'm sorry! D:< I actually wanted to blog about it on the 14th itself so I won't forget what happened but I guess I was too tired and lazy to do it o.o oh well! At least I'm only 3 days late! Hope I still remember everything! :D

School per normal last week! #5th FnN practical and this time teacher helped us with the cooking cause she use our table as example o.o soo... it's pretty boring! But the food was delicious! ^^ We made ondeh ondeh and some green wrap thingy! It was NICE. :D.

Oh so, On Thursday I went to buy materials for baking at Marsiling with lijing at 5-6pm+! The Ingredients are pretty easy to find cause I found everything in just 1 shop at really cheap price! ^^ . So, went home afterwards and started baking! Joyce actually wanted to bake with me but I didn't allow cause.. IDK LOL. Maybe cause I think I'll be really messy and It'll take a long time for me to finish everything! SO YEAH.








Yeap! First batch of CAKE BALLS!~ Okayyyy, I didn't really mix the chocolate well because I the vanilla taste is really strong and I don't want the chocolate thingy to cover it o.o so I just mixed in like a small small small percentage of chocolate! ^^ DON'T JUDGE THE LOOK BY IT'S APPEARANCE! THE CAKE'S NICE AND THE FLAVOUR IS THERE. :D  okay maybe not. BUT I THINK IT'S NOT THAT BAD FOR ME CAUSE IT'S THE FIRST TIME I'M BAKING ALONE AND ALL BY MYSELF?!! ^^ It was like, 8pm by the time I've finished the first batch of cake balls! So I left it in the fridge and continued on Friday after school! ^^

After school on Friday, me, cherlynn and joyce went to yanlin's house to slack and watch diary of a wimpy kid LOL. Jiale came afterwards. Nothing much really. Went home at about 6pm and continued with my cake pops! ^^ Baked 2nd batch of cakes and ended everything at about 11pm! ^^

I was REALLY tired on Saturday! I was supposed to go to this chinese temple to "bai tai sui" but I was too tired so I didn't go and I was all alone at home! ^^ So I continued with the coating of the cake balls. :D






FINISHED PRODUCT AT ABOUT 11PM TOO! :D SUPER SATISFIED BUT WAS A LITTLE PISSED BECAUSE THE 2ND BATCH CAKES ARE TOO SOFT AND THE CAKE BALLS KEEP DROPPING OUT.

So after the 1st batch, I was pretty much satisfied! But after the 2nd, I got really pissed and emo all the way until I woke up the next day LOL. ANDDDDDD NOW~ FOR THE END PRODUCT! :D






YEEEEEES. SUPER PROUD OF MY END PRODUCTS! AND THEY TASTE NICE TOO HAHAHAHA. SORRY FOR BEING THICK SKINNED LOL. BUT I REALLY THINK IT'S NOT THAT BAD! untill 14th...... ._.
SO I PACKED EVERYTHING ON MONDAY AND THE END PRODUCT LOOKS SOMETHING LIKE THIS :

I took this photo from shirleen's twitter because I forgot to take my final packaging! ):
SOOOOOO, everyone's package is like that but they don't have the specially written heart except for 2 person, which is shirleen and my creepy piggy friend HAHAHAHA. :D SO YEAH. ^~^

Resilience walk on Tuesday, which is the 14th luh. TOTALLY UNROMANTIC!!!! ): Had to be sweaty and walk for like 2km on valentines day UNDER THE HOT HOT SUN! D:
and I was super duper depressed that day because the coating melted... and the cake pops looked disgusting after it's melted... :/ SUPER. DEPRESSED.

Went home afterwards AND GUESS WHAT?! I was locked outside cause I didn't bring my keys out. =_= I left my keys in the schoolbag and I didn't bring my schoolbag out that day HAHA. So, I went to have lunch for a bit cause my cousin wasn't awake yet o.o. Spammed call her but she slept like a log~! So yeah, was locked outside for 30mins then she finally woke up and opened the door for me! ^^ BATHED AND WENT DOWN TO FIND JIALE THEN TO CWP TO MEET YANLIN!

Bought jiale's stuff etcetc and went to food court! :D Had lunch and wrapped the gift that jiale wanted to pass to ahem! :D AND OMG, ME AND YANLIN WRAPPED THE PRESENT TILL DAMN NICE OKAY! IT LOOKS LIKE A CANDY HAHAHAHAHAHAH. ^_^
And before we decide to leave foodcourt, we went to the ladies AND SOMETHING EPIC HAPPENED AND ME + YANLIN LAUGHED AT IT FOR AT LEAST 5 MINUTES.

so here's what happened! me and yanlin went to the ladies to obviously, do our business! Then, I came out first and was washing my hand! Yanlin came out afterwards and then an old lady went to her cubicle. Yanlin wanted to readjust her pants so she go back into her cubicle LOL. SO, THE EPIC PART WAS.
The old lady was CLOSING the cubicle door and yanlin OPENED IT LOL. Then they exchanged the "O.O OMG" stare and THE OLD LADY WAS LIK DAMN SHOCKED HAHAHAHAHA. THE EXPRESSION WAS PRICELESS! LOL. Then I started laughing alone in the toilet LOL. THEN AFTER SHE READJUST HER PANTS AND WASH HER HANDS ALR, WE LEFT THE TOILET AND THEN WE STILL LAUGH AT IT FOR LIKE. 5MINS LOL. Went to pass present and slacked a little, then home sweet home! ^^

FNN #6 PRACTICAL ON WEDNESDAY!! ^^ WE MADE MUSHROOM PIZZAS AND MUSHROOM SOUP HAHAHAHA. Raphael was... afraid of mushrooms o.o nono. He HATES mushroom HAHA. BUT HE PROMISED ME THAT HE'LL EAT MUSHROOM IF I ATE MY CABBAGE LAST TIME! SOOOOO, HE ATE 1 MUSHROOM! ^^ and almost puked it out LOL.

andddddddd he's a cheater! D:< I cut like, 3 mushrooms for the pizza but he only put like, 1 mushroom on the pizzy!!!!!! cheater! D:< anyways, the pizza's not that bad! ^^ and THE SOUP TOO. I LOVE THE SOUP. :D SO YEAH. THATS ALL I GUESS.

CT ON THURSDAY WAS... HARD. X_X I think english was hard. chemistry also. I think I might just flunk everything zz. Math and chinese today makes no sense to me at all too. .__. crap.

Day 26 - Your religious beliefs
I'm not sure on how to do this since I'm a freethinker. o.o

Sunday, February 5, 2012

updates-030212! x3 and (day 25)10 ways to win my heart!


So heyyy! Went to expo with all the sec3 chinese for a very very very boring chinese thingy. We had like, 1 or 2 whole hours to ourselves and... the only interesting thing is the "moving" water! So, me, delanie and Andrea went around to camwhore, stalk and talk cock :D


I kinda forgot what happened already after that.. So on Saturday, Me, John, Youliang and Swee siong took bus to changi airport to send taewon off! Waited for chaolei... for one hour and pya kept calling to scold us LOL. Received chaolei's scrapbook and head down to changi! We got lost there and luckily there's John.. o.o Met Yongqi and went to terminal 2! ^^

Had dinner at macs with the others and soon after, raphael and jiale came! Then, crapped a little with ms chee, pya and yongqi. Got bored afterwards so we went to find the guys! THEY WERE PLAYING WITH THE TROLLEYS LOOOOL WTS! Had cake afterwards, crapped, take pics and hugged taewon! The atmosphere there was a little... :x and.. I was trying to control my tears but stupid pya had to talk about crying then suddenly the tears just burst out LOL. :/ okayyyy. I forgot what happened alr. :/ so yeah, something like that!






I forgot to bring my camera that day, and so, I stole all this pics from facebook! :x SORRY.
Went off with jiale, raphael and yongqi at about 12am +! Jiale sent me home afterwards while the other 2 went home together! ^^ Bought coke zero at the vending machine underneath my blog and Jiale attempted to get 2 drinks out of it but failed HAHAHAHAHA. Was really epic! ^^


Nothing much on monday and tuesday! On wed, IT WAS ME AND RAPHAEL'S #4 PRACTICAL LOL. THIS TIME, WE NEVER MESS UP AND THE FOOD TASTE DELICIOUS! ^^ So, we made cabbage rolls and scotch eggs! The process was pretty............. boring. Except for the part when we dip the quail eggs into flour, then egg then biscuit crumbs! was pretty fun though really messy and disgusting hehe! ^^ I actually planned to give raph everything cause I don't like cabbages! But I ate like, 2 out of 5  in the end.. and gosh. I really, really really hate cabbages. .___." ! ate 1 scotch egg too and left the rest for raph!

BUT HE VERY POOR THING LOL CAUSE AFTER FNN WAS MT AND WHEN HE CAME BACK FROM MT, THE FOOD ALL GONE ALR. D:< THOUGH I REALLY TRIED TO SAVE THE LAST SCOTCH EGG FROM ALOYSIUS WITH ALL MY MIGHT, HE STILL MANAGED TO STUFF IT IN HIS MOUTH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. Poor raph! Didn't even get to try our first perfect cooking. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. ):

Stayed back with Jiexin until 5+ to complete some work and to talk cock. I like her, she's really nice and friendly. Just that sometimes a bit kisiao one. I really don't get some people, don't know why they detest her so much. So, I was talking to her about this like how some people doesn't like her etcetc and how she felt (yeah, i'm a jerk for being so honest and straightforward, BUT IM REALLY CURIOUS) and surprisingly she doesn't feel sad or anything?!?!?! And her ans was a little shocking! So, I think she's really not that bad and for people that don't really know her, STOP JUDGING! oh wait, HUMAN'S CANT STOP JUDGING. at least, just keep the comments to yourself and be a bit nicer to her?!?!?!?!?!?!


Stayed back with Joyce on Thursday as well! She actually stayed back for the sake of waiting for me and cherlynn but in the end, she stayed back with me! Omggg. ^~^ So, I complete chaolei's birthday card in like... 1.5hours?! I really wanted to write alot de but somehow... I just can't seem to write them all down >_> So... I just wrote like.. 1/4 of whatever I'm thinking at that time. I think the card doesn't make any difference anyways... But I'm trying! TRYING. Left it under her desk and went home with Joyce.


Someone stayed up with me to "countdown" for my birthday on 2nd feb! HEHE. And he told me, he wanted to be the first to wish me a happy birthday LOL. He did it anyways, for facebook and message! So yeah! First person to call me was #1 HIM! Omg. It took me like 10s to pickup the call cause I was stunned! >_> and then he was like "YOOOOOO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" and yadiyadida! Omgg. :') THAT'S SO SWEET. I literally melted on my comfy chair LOL. Okay after that my inbox was bombarded! ^^ And I finally went to sleep.. to find 110 messages in my inbox the next day WTS MAN. 40 was from my cousin and the other 40 was from my cousin's bf LOL. :') SO SWEET!

Slacked alot in school that day ESPECIALLY PE! omgggggggg! MR JONG NEVER COME SO WE MANAGE TO SKIP PE LOL. :3 Had a great fun talk with delanie HAHAHAHAHAHA. Okay only she'll get what I'm saying I think >:D. Hugged lots of people on that day too. ^^ Had lunch with lynn and joyce at Manhattan fish market and I seriously don't like the food and I think I'll never go there again >_>.. But the waitress and waiters are pretty friendly! So +1 for that and -2 for the food! Jiale came to find us afterwards and we walked around! They bought me 3 cakes! ^^ 2 are for themselves LOL! THE CAKE IS.. DELICIOUS! ^^ HOHO.


Cherlynn and Joyce went to shit afterwards and so, me and jiale passed time by talking AND DIGGING OUT SECRETS HAHAHAHAHAHA. Went to my house afterwards and left them to destroy my house cause I was feeling shag and oily! SO I WENT TO BATHE! ^^ . Crapped a little and soon, delanie and ther others came! O_O OKAY THAT WAS REALLY UNEXPECTED cause I know they're planning something for me BUT I DIDN'T KNOW IT'LL BE HELD AT MY HOUSE/ NEAR MY HOUSE LOL.

So! Went to the void deck and raph suddenly came out with a cake LOL. covered! and then I forgot what happened alr! I think I saw the cake, they sang me birthday song and then we went up to my house to eat the cake! AND THE CAKE IS FUNNY HAHAHA. IT TASTE LIKE CHOCOLATE BANANA POTATO LOL! But I'm seriously touched cause it's the first time someone ever made me a cake! :') THANK YOU DELANIE, RAPHAEL, YANLIN, ALYSSA, ANDREA, IZREEN AND MICKKEL!!


I mean.. gosh, they're so sweet! D:< even though the cake tasted... weird. BUT THEY MADE IT! and I love it! :DD THANK YOU~ ^^ Ended everything at about 7pm! Read their cards and went out to meet venus at 7.30! ^^


Had ajisen ramen, venus' treat! ^^ Jing came afterwards with another cake omg! ^^ Movie afterwards and we talked cock all the way until 12.10+! Home afterwards. oh! Jing FORGOT that I'm 15 and not 14 ANYMORE T_T So, she got my 14 candles instead of 15 LOL!!! EPIC FAIL HAHAHAHA. BUT IT'S OKAY. I STILL LOVE THEM. :') Saw Shirleen at 11.48! THE LAST 12 MINS OF MY BIRTHDAY AND SHE SPENT IT WITH ME HAHAHAHAHA.

SO, I REALLY ENJOYED MY BIRTHDAY. AND I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE THAT HAS SPENT TIME WITH ME/ WISHED ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY THROUGH FB, RL, SMS AND TWITTER. THANK YOU GUYS. :D I'M SORRY IF I DIDN'T SAY THANKYOU TO YOU ON FB CAUSE MY TIMELINE SUCKS AND I KINDA MISSED OUT SOME...



THANK YOU! ^^ .



Day 25 - 10 ways to win your heart? erm... Idk how LOL. I'll just type out what I look for, in guys?

1. BE YOURSELF! omg. I HATE FAKES! As soon as you start acting differently, and you’re being someone other than yourself, I lose hope!

2. BE NICE! ^^ BE A GENTLEMAN. I hate jerks.

3. DON'T BE TOO OVERLY FRIENDLY TO EVERYONE.

4. SMILE PLEASE. I hate guys that doesn't smile or think they're like, too cool to smile. =_=

5. Have a sense of humor! :D I don't really like guys that are TOO serious.

6. BE HONEST. white lies are okay! and If you do something wrong or noticed that you accidentally lied, TELL ME. I won't mind! BUT IF YOU CONTINUE LYING...... ............

7. A BEST FRIEND THAT I CAN SHARE ANYTHING WITH WITHOUT WORRYING.

8. A guy that'll open up to me AND SHARE WITH ME ANYTHING. ^^

9. LIKE HUGS! ^^ CAUSE I LOVE HUGS.

10. NOT RACIST.

AND TADAAAAAAAAA, YOU'VE WON MY HEART. I THINK LOL.