About Me

"No one is in control of your happiness."

Michelle, 17. I'm not who you think I'm supposed to be, I'm not as strong as you think and I'm not as happy as you think I am. I blog for satisfaction, and hopefully, I may be able to inspire/help others out there.
I tweet about everything at @ @Ahlinq. and I share my moments HERE :D

Monday, November 29, 2010

291110 .



Hellooooo donkeys! This post's for yesterday and today (Y).
I'm very happy with my results! Had been running for the past few days, I planned my schedule on a timetable yeah! Started official running on 24th wednesday, I went to the stadium to run, or just from the start point of the pathway near my house to the other point. No, actually, On 24th and 25th, I ran there and moved to stadium again just yesterday which is the 26th! :D

On wednesday, ran the pathway near my house, Ran 1 round, from the start to the end, and back to the start. Haiz. Very bad stamina. 25th ran 1 round half. Start- end- start and walk to the end, then back home. Tsk.
26th, waited for Jing to finish her buffet and date with uhem. She reached my house @ 7pm, got changed and went down to stadium to run. Okies, I ran about 1km? 2round half. Zzz... Omg man. It's so.. speechless can.

Ahh, actually, I only ran about 900m, it rained and so we had to run back to the shelter. Whatever, my luck rocks. ._." , Jing escorted me back home, bought bbt and home sweet home next. Continued watching Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge. Was at episode 3, gonna continue tomorrow! Omg, I'm already loving the drama although it's only the 3rd episode HAHA.


Woke up at 8am to prepare. Texted Jing cause I had a feeling that she's still sleeping HOHO, and, Guess what? I was right! Spammed call her, texts and she finally woke up! Omg what a pig. postponed the meetup to 9.30am as she needs to prepare! Met-up with her and bused down to yishun. Walked around finding our desired items. Then, I remembered that I hadn't had breakfast. ._." And that's the reason why I feel so hungry! Bought Mac breakfast, they gave me the monopoly thingy. Opened and surprisingly, won an instant prize, Or at least, I thought. I got a 1-1 singapore flyer flight, tsk. Though can redeem de LOL, then counter explain to me say buy 1 then get 1 free HAHA.

Gonna go with Jing/Venus next time. :B. Remembered that I kept a "instant win" ticket in my wallet, passed it to Jing and she redeemed a free McMuffin. HOhoho, I'm so great. ~_~ .
After filling up our tummy with food, we went around searching for our stuffs again, managed to find it and in good quality! Bused back to woodlands then and received an sms.

Seriously, I am very disappointed in S9 group outing. But it's okay, Jing, me and venus might not be planning class outing next year. You're on your own, and I don't think any S9 people would care.
You took us for granted, thinking it's easy to plan an outing? Try planning yourself then. Try and get everyone to come down. I hate the people, who backout from the outing AT THE LAST MINUTE. example?
Weichek and Keith. Don't confirm with us in the first place if you're not sure. You think it's fun wasting our time? Go away. ._."

Okay whatever, Just venting out my anger ._." Okie, went home with Jing and received an attitude from her mom. I feel, sad. Her mom mistook me. By having 9piercings, it doesn't make you a gangster. It's just how people see from other point of views, I'm not, I never will. Having piercing for me, means a new start of something. Why can't Jing's mom understand? I've never asked Jing to pierce with me. She wanted to pierce her ears herself. Or maybe, I'm a bad influence? Just by having many piercings? Sigh, totally spoil mood.


Met-up with venus afterwards, It's funny how she didn't notice me when I walked past her. Played "hide and seek" with her, hoho. Then, had a round of PIU and went to ramen for lunch. Talked about everything and anything. Went to Jing's house again for her to get changed. Went to my house and slacked awhile, I got myself prepared and went to the stadium with them to run. Was walking when this guy suddenly said hi to us, and wants our phone numbers, think they're playing true or dare cause there's thise group of people sitting in circle. Shocked us and so, we decide to ignore it. Reached stadium and ran 3rounds without stopping! Yay. Improved okay. LOL :l. Then, something went into my eye and my whole eye burn hell loads. The Sclera just went red and the whole eye was almost unable to open, very very pain. I had my contacts on that time. Ran to the washroom, washed my eye and pulled out the lenses, contaminated. Psssst. Threw it away on the spot, washed eye continuosly and finally the pain went away. Jing and venus should know. =) Walked back to 131 and bought my bbt while they got their maggie, went up to my house and slacked till 9.15pm. Home sweet home next. :D

HI LIM KAI LE . I POST YOUR NAME LE, HEHE, KKBAI.
































 haha, flipping through my photo albums..
 Oopps, messy! D:
venus watch porn omg.

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Tormented 261110's


Hi donkeys,

Planned my schedules and timetable! :D Yay for Michelle. Gonna train my stamina for the next 1month plus . Seriously, my close friends should know, my stamina sucks like .... ._. ombbqg.
Okaaaaaay, so, I'm basically gonna follow my timetable. Gonna start studying for sec2, train stamina and obviously, play, hohoho! So yeah, you'll still see me on MSN, Facebook, but I'll be away ! :D

Changed bloglink, template and hopefully, myself? Yeaaaaaah, I've been thinking alot, lately. Reaaaaal lot. I've not been myself since 2010. I'm, a, total, different, person. Yes, and I hate myself in 2010, and so, I'm gonna change back to my old self. Happy-go-lucky, described by Rex. I think I look happy on the outside still. Inner feelings, emotional. ._." O m g .

And I've figured it all out! The reason was, I was surrounded by awesome friends since p1-p6. And I can't face the fact that I've to leave them. And so, this made me lock myself from socializing the way how I used to socialize.

I don't know how to describe, but yeah, I know. :D! I'm gonna stay happy! ^__________^ .

I have to learn to be more independant, restrain from vulgarities and singlish. :B Yay me.

Just trying, :/ Since venus' gonna try too. we'll strive together! :D. I have to learn to accept new stuffs around me! fully accept. :/ okaaaaayz.

ENOUGH OF CRAPS . :D I'M GONNA TALK ABOUT MY DAAAAAAY! YEEES. MINE.

This week was quite fun, at least, I went out. HOhohohohoho! monday-wednesday nothing much really. Went to stadium to run by myself. Okay, my stamina sucks ._.' . thursday, didn't run, but I did workouts ^^ !
original plan was to head down to yishun at 2pm to meet buyer. Natasha's cousin. But then, someone was bored and so he tagged along ^^v .

Head down to yishun with kai le, found Natasha's cousin and gave her her stuffs. Went to walk around Northpoint as I was suppose to meet my friend for my stuffs at 2pm. Something cropped up and she had to delay our meeting time. =( .

Found her@ about 3pm, got my stuffs and  trained back to woodlands. Was thinking of calling people to go waterfront to slack. But the weather wasn't really good, and so, we decided to catch a movie instead ._.'

Saw Izreen, Azila and adila! So, I stalked them :B . YES I STALKED THEM WOOOOOOOOOTS.

They only notice me when we walked into the mall. LOLLLL. Chat for awhile and they went off to the library. Went up to cathay to see what movie's available. Kaile wanted to watch repunzel, I don't know how to spell it, but yeah, I guess it's Repunzel?

But I wanted to watch the Doraemon, sadly, it's not even out yet =_=" SOOOOO, we went for The 3 days or something.

It's really an awesome movie.  After the movie, was about 6-7pm le, kai le accompanied me to buy my bubbletea and marshmallows, then home sweet home. ^^

Alrights, I'm halfway done with blogging! :D
Time check : 1:46am.

I just watched the Chnl U's horror movie, I don't know the name. But it's real scary. Delanie fell asleep halfway I guess ):. She was suppose to accompany me and watch the movie! Hohoho, the movie was, predictable YET mysterious HAHAHA.

Love the part where the guy does not have toilet paper to finish his business. He asked the person inside the cubicle beside him to pass some toilet paper, then the person HAD BLACK LONG FINGERNAILS. This totally freak the guy out, he went out without finishing his business, whacked open the door to find one ahgua inside trying to do his business LOL TOTALLY LMAO .

Alrights back to Friday, had dinner with Venus and Lijing. Replanned class outing and DDR. Then, Venus wanted to pierce her ear. So we accompanied her. All of us did our piercings, yay.
2nd earhole for venus on the right, 1st earbone on the left. Lijing did her 4th earhole on the right and I did my 1st earbone piercing done on my right, 4th earhole on my left. =)

Went to walk around cold storage as we're waiting for Lijing's parents, I bought my Hair Mask and Venus bought her mum's dinner. Jing's parents didn't came at all afterwards ._. Wasted our time, but it's okay. Venus and Jing walked me to bus interchange, home sweet home next. =)


Often people attempt to live their lives backwards; they try to have more things, or more money, in order to do more of what they want, so they will be happier. The way it actually works is the reverse, you must first be who you really are, then do what you need to do, in order to have what you want.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010



Helloooooo . I'm really bored .
At this rate , I'm going to rot . Someone ask me out please . @_@ .

anyways, nothing much happened luh. stay at home, fb, maple, audi, etcetc luh.
Looking forward to go back msia. At least, it's more calm there.
And I won't be alone at home , there's small little cousins everyone . hohoho .

Thursday, November 18, 2010

the more you care the more you lose, the harder you fall, the deeper the heartbreak.

HAHA, Just noticed that I wasn't the only one who typed emotional posts although you can see me laughing at anything, everything, anywhere and everywhere LOLLLLLLLLL. AWESOME MUCH!

Anyway, I got damn bored of maple ._." . Have to find something else to kill time now!
Nah, I don't want to try new games. streaming next year. scare I'll be addicted to the games :B.
Gossssssssssssh, I love domokun ~

Things to do :
-Buy books for sec2.
-Go shopping !!!!!!!!! rawwwwwr.
-I WANNA WATCH A HORROR MOVIE. AT 12AM. and stayover at someones house. :D

anyway, went out with zhuang and her cousin yesterday :B !
at first, I was supposed to nmeet buyer @ bishan 11.30am.
So yeah, zhuang went bishan with me! :D .
Waited for awhile and headed to subway for lunch.
Then her baby cousin came , named Yandy.
She's dam, cute, to the max. :D

SO, we decide to find jing @ dhoby ghaut. HAHA.
took us like 30mins to locate peace center! ._. omg. It's so scary.
Then, we found her like finally.

Went to the washroom, zhuang tried to scare me right. HAHA
k she succeed ._. she was like, playing with the taps, then flushing the toilet ._."
then when i came out, she screamt at me.
I waited 5seconds before i scream. LOL ._. wtf.
I was like, trying to "digest" the feeling of being scared, but failed miserably HAHA,

disturbed jing, went off at about 3pm.
Decided to catch a movie @ dhoby ghaut and fetch jing home afterwards.
But we changed the plans last min cause there's just too much people around. ._."

Went around walking, trained back to bishan and woodlands. :D
went home, met at about 5.30pm with zhuang, yanda and yingqi . :D
was suppose to go eat ramen, but yandy don't want. So, changed location to sushi.
But yingqi and I don't feel like eating sushi. SO, in the end, we went to the food court. LOL.

Had our dinner, was damn full. and about 7pm already.
went to walk around. bought nail polish as yingqi wanted to buy. :D .
Then, we sent yandy back to bishan. Bye daughter :D !

reached home at about 9pm. yaaaaay.

 Walking to peace center. @_@
 LMAO.
 Oh yes, we saw this auntie crossing the road when there's so many cars. dangerous @_@
 Yaaaaaaaaandy !
 My stupid husband. :D
 Yandy and me . lala.
 husband trying to act cute. seriously, fail. LOL
Me and husband. :D !

I didn't take any shots with yingqi, aww. D:
its okie, next tine kay . :D !

Sayonara.





I guess sometimes we still don't get what we want even if we tried hard enough.
I wonder if I just disappear, left school, deleted facebook, and all other shit i'm connected to, and just stopped talking to everyone. I wonder how they would all react? Would some be happy? would they even care?


Trust is a fragile thing. Once earned, it affords us tremendous freedom. But once trust is lost, it can be impossible to recover. Of course the truth is, we never know who we can trust. Those we’re closest to can betray us, and total strangers can come to our rescue. In the end, most people decide to trust only themselves. It really is the simplest way to keep from getting burned.


everything is changing now; people are forgetting who they are. everyone wants to fit in and when they finally get the chance to, they leve the people they care about for the people that don't care about them.


 Eating ice. :l
 kicking the pooor plush. ):

 Haha, my birthday. :B

 Hehee, k1. :D with qianqian.

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