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In life, we just have to snap out of it and realise the world will not stop for us, it'll never stop for us. We have to accept reality and move on. Life is not a happy fairy tale. It will never ever be. It can be really tough, harsh and suckish but we just have to keep on moving on. Though we feel that our life sucks alot, is tough/harsh or anything. we have to always bear in mind that there's always someone out that who's in a more worst/serious situation than us, ourselves. we have to think in the positive way. I mean like, life's short, it's like, not worth to be unhappy and uhh, feel negative luh. Just, be thankful for what we have now, appreciate small things in life, stay positive, live life to the fullest and stop complaining, saying our life sucks etc. 

I've just cleared my blogger haha, deleted 'drafts' posts yeah. I think I've posted quite some time ago thats THAT post was my 500th post, haha, but this post, is actually my 485th post only. Can you imagine how many drafts I had in my blogger? HAHAHAHA. Guess what? This picture above, is my best friend, for 12years le. ^^ I'm proud. Anddd, I've decide to not change, and just stick to myself, my old ways of typing, talking etc bwahaha. I feel weird for not using vulgars. I don't feel like my normal self, so, I'm gonna go back to my old me, and use vulgars as and when I want. ^^ ! But I'll still try to refrain from using it though. :DD

This post, shall be "about me". Cause I've finish reading a book, titled 'Have a new you by Friday', I took about 4 days to finish the whole book I guess, bought the book last Wednesday and finished reading it on Sunday. I think the book's kinda awesome, it really made me understand myself and other people more I think. There's names for each and every type of personality, but I only remember Yorkie, cause I'm almost a full Yorkie bwahaha. I still have other traits from others luh, but, Idk la, I got majority all traits for yorkies, so, I assume I'm a yorkie? I'm not very sure with the pros but I AGREE WITH ALL YORKIE'S CONS LOL.
Disorganized, bored easily, can't budget time/money properly, if see something, willing to buy regardless how ex the thing is. So, I think I'm pretty much a yorkie. ^^ maybe about 60% Dane? Awesome. I think I'm pretty much myself now, getting all hyper by myself, idk how to explain luh but. I feel that, after I've finished reading this book, I start to think about every single thing that I did and do. But hey, I'm still a normal growing teenager! so yeah. I'm not gonna care about how others think of me anymore. I'm gonna be myself, I'm lucky to have Jing by my side. I feel fortunate, to have such a friend ^^.

 I've not been trying to accept myself, for these 12 years, not accepting the fact that I'm different from other children. But oh well! I'M MICHELLE. AND I'M DIFFERENT. yeees. :B

OKAY LA.I'm so naggy! =_=. anyways! =DD

went to NEX with jing and mark to walk around, HAHA. Our first time there. Bought my domokun. It was love at first sight, so i bought it BWAHAHAHAHA. Bought 2 domokun hp straps as well hehes. Not sure if I'll use the other strap, but HEY IT'S GOOD TO HAVE COLLECTIONS BWAHAHHAA. :D
Gareth came afterwards, bought ice-cream,popcorns etc and caught a movie! "I am number 4" I think, forgot the name of the movie le. BUT, THE MOVIE IS AWESOME OMG. :D We went to see puppies too. THEY ARE. AWESOME. AND CUTE OMGGGGG D: How I wish I could own them HAHHAA.
Mark sent me home afterwards. Sunday nothing much, went to meet yanlin and mr cher they all for the class tee printing. But in the end, our efforts were wasted cause the shop didn't open HAHA. BUT, Mr cher treated us to mac's ice-cream! ^^. went back to cwp and slacked around, dragged QianLing with us as well bwahaha. Home sweet home next. ^~^.

Monday, school as normal. eyes dry and had to wear specs instead of contacts cus i forgot to bring eyedrop to school -.-' attempt to put in contacts, failed miserably and caused my contacts to be teared apart LOL. also, I lost my domokun today-.- .

Got back CA results except for history. failed history for sure! got a 15/25 for maths, well, I think it's good. cause I used to fail my math. SO, 15/25 is A HUGE IMPROVEMENT for me. :B I remember scoring a "2" for ct or ca last year omg. hmm, 51.5/100 for science I think, just passed. god -.- Hmm, topped english with a score of 15 or 16/20 I forgot. Should be 15. well, first time topping english. But I think it's damn tyco one, I do understand the passage, but for the vocab section I totally messed up. So, I just anyhow filled in the blanks. but, in the end, I got 4/5 correct. awesome. ^^, so. Really damn tyco la, I think I don't deserve to get 1st in class for english.. I mean like. I REALLY really REALLLLYYYY don't know the words in the vocab section. =/ . But heyyy, it feels good bwahaha. Next time, I'll top the class again, without being lucky! CCM after school, the teacher was VERY FUN. ^^ LOVE HER =B.

Today, nothing much happened luh. Stay back after school to complete my art assignment. ^^ Had fun BULLYING mushroom as well mwahhaa. ^^ hmm.. band tomorrow again! I need MORE sleep. ):

yeah, pretty much a boring day. IN THE END. I FOUND MY DOMO! I'M SO HAPPY. :D I don't have to care what others says! =D yeah. awesome. ^^ and, please(to someone) don't keep saying you have a miserable life, you're unlucky etc. hey, you're a NORMAL child dudie. you don't have any illness or anything can? consider yourself LUCKY buddy. hey it rhymes. ^^ hell ya, so, hehe, be prepared to be annoyed and f^%ked up by me ! ^^ .

actually, I don't know what I'm posting . But oh wells ,  I'VE TRIED .
well, if you're thinking that, wth am I posting this for, then hmm. the answer is, actually Idk too . Pretty much wasting your time reading. ^^ I LIKE. :D

"I asked for strength and God gave me difficulties to make me strong
I asked for wisdom and God gave me problems to solve
I asked for prosperity and God gave me brawn and brain to work
I asked for courage and God gave me dangers to overcome
I asked for patience God placed me in situations where I was forced to wait
I asked for love and God gave me troubled people to help
I asked for favors and God gave me opportunities
I received nothing I wanted I received everything I needed
My Prayer Has Been Answered. "

^ I like. :B !

OHHH, and I'm gonna open up a blogshop soon, gonna clear my wardrobe, so, do support. ^^ ! Only instocks. :/ will post the link once everything's done and up. :D

It's been about 1 week since I've posted. Didn't really have the time to post as I was trying to struggle with last minute revisions. To catchup on the work that I've missed out. CA1 is finally over! ^^ Today was the last paper. Hmm, I think the papers are alright.. Except for History and the Chinese paper today. I have to admit, I did read up on history, but I couldn't remember them, so... I'm prepared. I'm gonna fail it! =/ As for the Chinese paper today, I have no idea what the comprehension was talking about. And for the MCQS, I took a lot of time to understand passages and to answer them.. but I don't have confident in my answers because, actually, I still don't understand the passage. .__. so yeah. Maths paper was pretty easy :B science.. hmm. Still can manage I think. ^^ ! awesome.

Hmm, went for SYF rehearsal last Saturday night. Was tiring and fun. ^^ I had a great time with dear Natalie and Cherilyn omg. I love them :B. CA from Monday to today. ^^ Stayed back for band on wednesday and had sectionals. Nothing much alr I guess. ^^

Today, I went to school with sore eyes cause I was forced. ._. I wanted to stay at home but parents don't let, so yeah. I went for school. Passed Mr Cher my 10 page punishment. Had mass run, nothing much. :D
Sat at my new place. That place sucks ttm cause it's so freaking warm. And I'm like soooo at the side, it's so hard to see the screen. Other than that, I think I like the seating arrangement. If the guy behind doesn't annoys or Irritate me. ._.

awesome, I had sooooooo much fun today at band bwahaha. Actually, I think I went high by myself. Gahh, whatever. Joined junior band today, they were doing theory. Boring @_@! Then afterwards, slacked around and just play la. Then later the jnrs went home :B me, Jiaqi and some others stayed in the resource room to pack up. Mr Goh shared horror stories with us xD. Then got this part where he "boo" me out of a sudden, and then I screamed out loud and freak out LOL. Then inside the room the people also scream HAHA. I think because I scream then they scream de LOL. Went to band room and had a talk with Mr Tai :D

There's no band for the jnr band peoples tomorrow HAHAHA. But I think I'll still go luh. See how bwahaha. Actually, I think Mr Tai and the other teachers like Mr Goh, not that bad de. But when they not in good mood, they will just scold us or anything. :l so, hmm.. I guess I don't really hate them bah. HAH.

Very ps today, the sec1s aren't very co-operative LOL. I was clapping to myself all the time with only the sec2s joining in. ps ttm. @_@ but then hor, arg nvm.

There was a maths test today, which I didn't know and obviously, I think I flunked it. ._. There's only like. 3 questions that I understand ._. !

NO BAND TOMORROW. :D

and I freaking hate people that's childish and immature. extra much, just keep your mouth shut. you don't have to let the whole world know. you don't have to comment on every single thing that person does -.-. stop comparing me with you and, saying every single boy that talked to me, is my bf. ._. Even if I do like that person, that person's just a crush, not my bf. get a life, betch. ._. I hate you. 

Valentine's day yesterday.. Everywhere I went, seems to have couples haha. God loves me so much, it decided to give me some present - sore eyes. hah. I think, this is the best present I've ever received! ^^
I think I gave out hearts to majority of my lovable friends alr. Left a few, was supposed to pass them today, but I didn't went for school. So, I'll be passing them tomorrow :B.

Didn't went to school today because my eye hurts so much that I look like I've been crying. well, that's what Mr Tai described me as yesterday -.-'' Asked permission for him yesterday to leave band early because my eye hurts real badly. Our chats were like :
Mr Tai : Dear, why you crying? Who bully you?!
me: huh. I where got cry, no one bully me luh cher. my eye pain only. I sore eye. Can I leave first?
Mr Tai : orh, wah. sorry, I only come here look for Mr Toh, I cannot let you leave, go find mdm sal. oh ya girl ah, what your name uh, joyce ah?
me: Michelle.

It's the 4th time he asked If I'm Joyce. I mean, I don't even look like Joyce! @_@ How can he mistake me for Joyce LOL.

Went to Jing's friend's house to bai nian on sunday. :D Totally had fun! ^^ Met new people, they're awesome.   Gambled a few rounds, lost about 9bucks. Ain't that lucky that day haha. Guided Jing to playing 21. Surprisingly, it's her first time playing 21 LOL. Banker's luck was really good. Keep ban luck or ban ban. Doubles and Triples. hah.

Went off at about 5pm and Jing came to my house. ^^ Took my homeworks and went to library, it was.. packed. So, we decided to go to starbucks. ^^ Their air-con spoiled that day. Gah. Stayed at starbucks to do our revision, homeworks etc. Went off at 7.30pm. Jing accompanied me to walk around cause I don't wanna reach home so early. Finally, decided to go home at about 8.30pm. Reached home at 8.45pm and went to shower. Had my dinner, did some revisions and just fall asleep.

Went to school, saw Andrea and walked with her. Went up to class and phew, I found my pencil case. ^^ But, I cannot seem to find my domokun.. I wonder where I've lost it. Haiz, I'm gonna get a new one soon I guess. Gave out hugs and hearts to all the singles. Listened to teacher, folding more hearts during spare time. Nothing much. Had ccm, the teacher is hot. :D went off at 3.30pm for band. went off at 4.30pm cause my eye hurt like mad. Saw shirleen and cherlynn downstairs, so we went off together. Slacked awhile and went home because the pain was unbearable. ._.' . Slept, did homeworks and slept again.

Gave school a miss today. Wonder what I've missed out in haha. Heard from some people that the class' seating arrangement had been changed. I'll be sitting with Yanlin in the first row, I'll be nearest to the corridor. I don't like sitting at the sides. It's so warm and, cannot sleep. ._. heard that today Mr Cher scolded us until he almost burst into tears because of our ray diagram test I guess? Feeling guilty. I have no idea what that test was because there's no instructions, and I don't know whats the circle thingy on top of the diagram. I think I'm  one of the ones that got 0 for the test. According to Yongqi., only 3 did not get 0. ): sory Mr cher.

Everything's a mess now, class, friendships, relationships. CA's are coming. Just next week. No time to do revision cause of band, band almost every single day. Left-out, the feeling of being lonely. Smiling on the outside, crying in theother. Heartbreaks. I hate this shit.

Woah, Another week's gone, heh. Soon, CA's gonna start, then, SA! then! CA2! then SA2. Arrrrrgh. I'm very stressed. There's hardly enough time for me to finish my assignments as there's band most of the days till 7+ except for tues, fri and saturday night and sunday. arggg.

Anyways, Had ccm on monday, hate the teacher ttm. ._. She's kind of, rude I guess? Cause I was supposed to go down to collect files from my cher, so i asked her for permission. Then she give me a jiao face. ._. whatever. Attended band afterwards, then, took bus home with william.

CIP after school on tues. =D haddddd great fun bwahahaha.
the next few days are just typical.

had music exchange today, and totally enjoyed it! that school was HUGE. omg. and they have hot trumpet players HAHAHA. and today, I think i laughed more then usual. thanks to cherilynn HAHA. well, I have to keep my posts short, to save more time to do my assignments! SO, tata guys. :D

btw, valentines' COMING. =D who will be your valentine? (: . for me, it's the subject teachers, and band teachers. =_=. so meaningless ! D:

GO AHEAD, Take chances. Tell the truth. Date someone totally wrong for you. Say no. Spend all your cash. Get to know some one random. Be random. Say I love you. Sing out loud. Laugh at stupid jokes. Cry. Apologize. Tell someone how much they mean to you. Tell a jerk what you think. Laugh until your stomach hurts. Live life. Regret nothing.

Hey guys, I'm back from Malaysia and school's starting tomorrow ): . I not ready la! Still having the "CNY" mood bwahahhaa.
Next week's gonna be real packed.. No time to study and CA are just around the corners. Band practices till 7+, CIP etc.. How am I gonna concentrate on my studies like that? Arg. SYF and CA both are equally important.. I can't give one of them up can't I? I have to endure for about a few weeks/months more.. Go me. (:
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YAY I'M BACK FROM MALAYSIA! =D I had a whale of a time there with my dear cousins. They are just too ADORABLE and urgh, annoying! Luckily, I'm the only child HAHA. If not I think I'll get annoyed/irritated to death. But hey.. If only I have a brother/sister like Yukiko or Bryan. That'll be so awesome. They don't fight or talk back. They're so close that they'll cry when their mum hit/scold one of them.

Okay, anyways, went to school on Wednesday. Was almost late cause I was waiting for friend but in the end she didn't come and meet me or return my texts. Reached school and just crapped around. Went up to class later on and received lollipops. Gave Chao Lei her birthday present, and the class sang birthday song for us. ^^ Not all was present, sadly. ): . Assembly later on. Mr kumar gave out sweets bwahaha. Didn't manage to catch them but Jingyi gave 1 choco to me! ^^ Thank you~ love the performances. After release, went to cwp to meet Jing and Keith. Had lunch @ food court, and then Venus came. Keith was in a hurry as he have to leave to meet his friend I guess? Then suddenly, Venus took out a small chocolate cake! =B. Then there was birthday song again and bwahaha. A random stranger from Woodlands sec came to shake hands with me LOL. Shared the small cake with Venus and Jing, walked around afterwards and decided to go to Jing's house to bai nian. Slacked at Jing's house for awhile and home sweet home afterwards.

Rushed home, bathe and packed my bag. Went off @ around 3.30pm. Met Uncle at Malaysia and he drove us to Layang. Reached at about 8pm, unpacked and showered. Had steamboat and played around with balloons. Had a few rounds of ban luck(I think?) afterwards. I think lady luck was with me that time hahaha. 2 rounds of 21 straight which means double. xD! Won about $56 on the first day, went to bed @ 4am+ and slept like a log till 1pm the next day :x !

 

Had steamboat again for brunch as there was ALOT of leftovers from yesterday. Continued with ban luck(?), dai di and si gi pi(?)? I don't know how to type the names out luh, but, yeah... gambled till 7pm. Won a total of $160 on the second day which is 3rd Feb. :B Luck wasn't very good that day. BBQ-ed from 7pm to 9pm. Played with "kong ming deng" and fireworks. Then, came the cake :B! After cake, we gambled for awhile more and then Albert, David and some others went off. ): cleaned up and went to sleep.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL . :D

Woke up at 10am, cleaned up the house and "checkout", went to 4th aunt's house and bai nian~ played and slack. Slept @ her house and went home the next afternoon. ^^ Nothing much.

school tomorrow again. I've finished most of my homeworks I guess. Arg, CCM and band tomorrow.