About Me

"No one is in control of your happiness."

Michelle, 17. I'm not who you think I'm supposed to be, I'm not as strong as you think and I'm not as happy as you think I am. I blog for satisfaction, and hopefully, I may be able to inspire/help others out there.
I tweet about everything at @ @Ahlinq. and I share my moments HERE :D

Tuesday, February 15, 2011



Valentine's day yesterday.. Everywhere I went, seems to have couples haha. God loves me so much, it decided to give me some present - sore eyes. hah. I think, this is the best present I've ever received! ^^
I think I gave out hearts to majority of my lovable friends alr. Left a few, was supposed to pass them today, but I didn't went for school. So, I'll be passing them tomorrow :B.

Didn't went to school today because my eye hurts so much that I look like I've been crying. well, that's what Mr Tai described me as yesterday -.-'' Asked permission for him yesterday to leave band early because my eye hurts real badly. Our chats were like :
Mr Tai : Dear, why you crying? Who bully you?!
me: huh. I where got cry, no one bully me luh cher. my eye pain only. I sore eye. Can I leave first?
Mr Tai : orh, wah. sorry, I only come here look for Mr Toh, I cannot let you leave, go find mdm sal. oh ya girl ah, what your name uh, joyce ah?
me: Michelle.

It's the 4th time he asked If I'm Joyce. I mean, I don't even look like Joyce! @_@ How can he mistake me for Joyce LOL.

Went to Jing's friend's house to bai nian on sunday. :D Totally had fun! ^^ Met new people, they're awesome.   Gambled a few rounds, lost about 9bucks. Ain't that lucky that day haha. Guided Jing to playing 21. Surprisingly, it's her first time playing 21 LOL. Banker's luck was really good. Keep ban luck or ban ban. Doubles and Triples. hah.

Went off at about 5pm and Jing came to my house. ^^ Took my homeworks and went to library, it was.. packed. So, we decided to go to starbucks. ^^ Their air-con spoiled that day. Gah. Stayed at starbucks to do our revision, homeworks etc. Went off at 7.30pm. Jing accompanied me to walk around cause I don't wanna reach home so early. Finally, decided to go home at about 8.30pm. Reached home at 8.45pm and went to shower. Had my dinner, did some revisions and just fall asleep.

Went to school, saw Andrea and walked with her. Went up to class and phew, I found my pencil case. ^^ But, I cannot seem to find my domokun.. I wonder where I've lost it. Haiz, I'm gonna get a new one soon I guess. Gave out hugs and hearts to all the singles. Listened to teacher, folding more hearts during spare time. Nothing much. Had ccm, the teacher is hot. :D went off at 3.30pm for band. went off at 4.30pm cause my eye hurt like mad. Saw shirleen and cherlynn downstairs, so we went off together. Slacked awhile and went home because the pain was unbearable. ._.' . Slept, did homeworks and slept again.

Gave school a miss today. Wonder what I've missed out in haha. Heard from some people that the class' seating arrangement had been changed. I'll be sitting with Yanlin in the first row, I'll be nearest to the corridor. I don't like sitting at the sides. It's so warm and, cannot sleep. ._. heard that today Mr Cher scolded us until he almost burst into tears because of our ray diagram test I guess? Feeling guilty. I have no idea what that test was because there's no instructions, and I don't know whats the circle thingy on top of the diagram. I think I'm  one of the ones that got 0 for the test. According to Yongqi., only 3 did not get 0. ): sory Mr cher.

Everything's a mess now, class, friendships, relationships. CA's are coming. Just next week. No time to do revision cause of band, band almost every single day. Left-out, the feeling of being lonely. Smiling on the outside, crying in theother. Heartbreaks. I hate this shit.

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