Nothing hurts more than realizing she meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to her.

Guess I was too naive to believe that friends will last. Friends, come and go, right? So do bestfriends?
The world's such a scary place huh. I've changed, you changed, everybody changed. This is life. We get old. I've made a major decision. I'm gonna leave you. I'm not gonna be there for you anymore. So silly to think that if I stand by you, you'll stand by me too.  To think that If I help, you'll help. To cheer you when you're sad, you'll do the same. I guess I'm just a tool for you to use when you need it? The decision might do me good, or bad. Idk, but I've been so emotional for the past months because of you and your coldness. Let's see if leaving you, will work. I'm so sick of myself, feeling like that and unable to change. ._.

You don't have to ask weiting to tell me how much you've cried yesterday. I can guarantee that I've cried MORE than you, yesterday, previous days.

No more. I swear ._.