Things are changing. The world is no longer the world you used to live in.. Getting more and more scary each passing day. You just have to depend on yourself and no one else. Friends leaving you, because they found their partners and yet you're all alone.. on your own because you don't trust love. You have people chasing after you, you don't give a damn about them nor trust them.. to open up your heart again. I understand your feelings now, senior. Almost losing everyone that you love.. I think I'm becoming more and more like you, huh? heh. Pretending that you're okay when you're not okay at all.

Life still goes on.. alone. with shits happening. Sigh. ._.'' I hate 2011.


Life's so different and weird. It's like, I don't enjoy doing the stuffs I enjoyed doing anymore. All the little stuffs, just fade away. Hope I'll be okay.

Probably meeting Gareth, Mark and the other random ns guy I met during countdown this year with Jing on Saturday. I hope, she doesn't go overboard with her words.

The only thing I'm looking forward to now, is my birthday, and cny celebrations back @ layang.