Day 12 - Things you want to say to an ex.
Things I want to say to an ex? Hmmm... Then this post shall be dedicated to that ex then.
I hope you're having fun right now! I still haven't got the chance to pass you the brownies I made you yet because you're so busy that you have no time for me. :/ Guess I'll pass you on the 1st day of 2011 then...
We only lasted for a few weeks but those few weeks were one of the best weeks in my entire life. I don't know what went wrong and.. I'm sorry for initiating the break up! I wasn't in the correct mindset that day, and surprisingly, you could agree to my breakup request so easily.. Do you remember our promise? ... your promise.. I bet you don't. You promised that you won't leave me or break up with me even If I asked you to. And the reason we made this promise? It's because you know that I'll always push people away when I'm in my "Depressed" cycle.
Hah, so dumb. To think that you'd still read my blog. Naive much? to think that you're still a little in love with me deep down inside. Naive much? .......
Remember? You told me you're in relationship with some girls. Though I felt jealous. I really did feel happy for you. I mean c'mon. Though I don't deserve the love from you, other people do right? and of course, you deserve theirs. I'm just happy for you. And I want you to be happy, with, or without me. ;) and sorry, I can't forget you, but I'm still trying to move on.

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