About Me

"No one is in control of your happiness."

Michelle, 17. I'm not who you think I'm supposed to be, I'm not as strong as you think and I'm not as happy as you think I am. I blog for satisfaction, and hopefully, I may be able to inspire/help others out there.
I tweet about everything at @ @Ahlinq. and I share my moments HERE :D

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Day 2 ; Nine loves and How I have changed in the past 2 years.


10 Day YOU Challenge, Day 2 : Nine loves.

1) Music 
I love the lyrics and melody. Music that makes me feel, and being able to get lost inside that world.  I think I most often feel like I can change and/or wanting to try to change while listening to music that makes me feel like me. It’s part of my life already, and I know no one can take it from me. Music can set my mood for the rest of the day and, it also cheers me Whether I’m sad, angry, lazy, sweaty, jealous. This always gives me energy and a smile on my face.

2) Exploring a place on foot
I love to find out about a place by walking rather than in a car or a vehicle. Its great fun to notice the smallest things and exploring - with friends too.

3) The beach
I absolutely love the beach, because they are peaceful and, hot babes and hot guys to look at! :D Justjk. But seriously, there are hot people all around.

4) My family and friends
Despite the ups and downs with my parents in the past, I think we have all reached a stage where we get along well. I know I couldn't do without them. I mean, who could? You mean you can live without them supporting you and taking care of you? wow.
Most of my friends are very different to me and yet, there is a connection. I know I can depend on them when in need. so yeah. :D

5) Domokun
If you know me or anything, you should know that I'M TOTALLY OBSESS WITH DOMOKUNS.
THEY'RE SO FREAKING ADORABLE AND THEIR MOUTH ARE WAY TOO SEXY.

6) Animals
I absolutely love them okay. They're like the best living things on earth omg. and, they're all so lovely and CUTE. Oh, when I mean animals, I mean pets or those normal cute animals and not those hippo and scary ones. :x

7) Texting and going out
No comments. trolololololoololololol.

8) Watching televisions/movies at night.
Still no comments :B

9) Me-time

As much as I love my family and friends, I love having me-time. Time to spend by myself. It doesn't matter if I'm watching telly alone, blogging, reading, or talking to myself. I enjoy it all. These moments are very important to me. It's not about 'finding myself' or anything like that. I just enjoy my own company and find it delightful to spend that time alone with myself. Especially after a hectic school week, and a social week, I appreciate the me-time even more.  



The 30 days challenge, Day 2 : How have you changed in the past 2 years?

In the past two years I feel I have matured in some ways. My personality has changed, I am not sure whether it’s for the better or worse but I guess time will tell. And, the biggest change would be my hair I guess? LOL.



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Yeap! definitely my hair. LOL and my preference for contact lenses I guess. I used to only wear transparents one and detest those coloured ones. But now, I'm in love with both. And, I think I've definitely gotten more mature and independent. I started to learn that I don't always need my friends help for every decision I make and that drama is a waste of time though a lot of people live off of it. I really grew up the past 2 years and I don't know if I like it or not. I’ve become more patient when it comes to dealing with other people and with life. I learned to take baby steps and not stress so much when things don’t go my way.

I've also learnt that time passes, people change, but the memories created in our hearts will never ever be erased or replaced. Most importantly, no matter how much boundaries life throws us, sometimes all we can do is just ignore them, continue to go and move on in life. Don't rely on anyone in this world but yourself, because at the end all that you're left with is only yourself and nobody else.


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