Disrespecting parents

Day 18 - Disrespecting parents.

Disrespecting parents? I think that everyone has pretty much disrespected their parents at least once in their life not necessarily on any purpose. It's like, we're born with it. We give them attitudes, faces, names, scold them, talk back, argue with them and even shout at them. We don't really mean it at times, it's just that we got so fed-up and pissed off that we just gotta rant at someone. So yeah. I'm very guilty. I used to call my parents bitch, bastard, dog, and even went to the extent to tell them to go and die. [when I was 11-12]

I know. FUCK MYSELF. I can't believe I actually did all that and the worst of all, ask them to go and die. ...... okay whatever. At least I don't do that and am seriously regretful now. So, all that I want to do now is to be good and treat mummy better. Though sometimes she really pisses me off, she's still my mummy and I HAVE TO respect her because she fucking carried this heavy bitch here for 9 months. So yeah.

I don't really disrespect my daddy cause he treats me really well. But sometimes, just sometimes I'll still show him attitude because... I don't know why. lolol.

I'm almost 15 now, haha. Time flies and I really really regret what I've done in the past. My parents took care of me, gave me money, gave me a nice home, environment, pay for my school fees, pay for my stuffs, buy me food and even gave me life, then I do all these nonsensical stuffs to them. wts.

I hate hurting my parent’s feeling now because I love them so much though I don't really show it.
They gave me everything. They spoilt me. So yeah. I've stop disrespecting my parents already. (maybe just sometimes) so yeah.